Wednesday, March 11, 2020

Shine Light on Jesus


Transfiguration Sunday
February 23, 2020
2 Peter 1:16-21; Matthew 17:1-9

            This last Sunday before Lent is called Transfiguration Sunday and we read the story of Jesus being transfigured on the mountain in front of the disciples Peter, James, and John. We know mountaintops are significant. On top of Mount Sinai is where Moses received the Ten Commandments. (On top of Old Smokey…?) It was in a cave on Mount Horeb that God passed by Elijah, not in the wind or the earthquake or the fire but in the small, still voice. And now Jesus takes three of the disciples up another mountain and is transfigured before them. His face shines like the sun. His clothes become as white as the light. And two more people appear, Moses and Elijah, who talk with Jesus. Moses was the person God called to lead the Israelites out of slavery in Egypt and through the wilderness for 40 years to the Promised Land. Elijah was the last prophet left when King Ahab and Queen Jezebel went on a killing rampage and after taking some time apart, he went back to challenge them and became one of the most famous prophets, even if he didn’t write a book about it like Isaiah or Jeremiah.
            The timing of this encounter is curious. We’re told it’s six days later. To read later than what, you have to go back to Matthew 16. There, Peter makes this dramatic confession about who Jesus is. Some people are saying that Jesus is Elijah come back again, or John the Baptist, or even Jeremiah or one of the other prophets. Jesus presses Peter, asking, “But you, who do you say that I am?” And Peter answers, “You are the Messiah, the Son of the living God.” Ding, ding, ding! Peter gets it right. 100% right. He knows exactly who Jesus is and Jesus says that he will build his church on Peter and give Peter the keys to the kingdom. Peter’s golden and he does become the head leader of the early church and the first Pope. Yet in the very next paragraph, Jesus begins to tell the disciples about how he’s going to suffer, be put to death by the authorities, and will rise to life on the third day, and Peter says “No! This will not happen!” Peter knows who Jesus is, but does not want Jesus to follow the path to the cross. Jesus responds by calling Peter Satan and says those wonderful lines, “Whoever wants to be my disciple must deny themselves and take up their cross and follow me. For whoever wants to save their life will lose it, but whoever loses their life for me will find it. What good will it be for someone to gain the whole world, yet forfeit their soul?” Six days after this conversation is when Jesus is transfigured. “Thus, the transfiguration scene must be read in light of Peter’s insight and failure but also Jesus’ unflinching promise. In short, glory and the cross mix. Suffering and promises of judgment are intertwined. The cross and the glory of God are not at odds.”[1] They go together.
            Let’s look at Peter’s response to Jesus’ transfiguration. He says something to the effect of, “Jesus, isn’t this great that we’re here? We need to do something. We should mark and memorialize this moment. What do you think about building three shrines here, one for you, one for Moses, and one for Elijah? Great idea, right?” Peter is caught up in the moment. I can imagine Jesus might smile at his enthusiasm. Peter is overwhelmed by glory and wants to act; he feels moved to do something.
            We react different ways when we’re overwhelmed and part of it depends on what we’re overwhelmed by. Moses found out he was standing on holy ground and needed to mark it by taking off his shoes. When Elijah found himself in a holy moment, he put his cloak over his face. How do you respond to holy moments? With tears? With awe? Moving towards a posture of worship and bowing down? Do you find yourself wanting to memorialize it or finding a physical object with which to mark it? For years, I kept a candle that I had molded into the shape of a heart to remember the holy time when it was lit at a middle school youth retreat.
            And then how do you respond to other overwhelming moments? When you get bad news, or dealing with health issues, or there’s too much to do, or you’re feeling the pressure of deadlines or decision, or maybe you’re trying to juggle too many things, whether the little things have added up or there are multiple big things that need your attention. So many things can overwhelm us, good and bad and neutral. What do you do when you’re overwhelmed? Some people lash out. Others can’t stop talking or they over-eat or have trouble ending some other activity. Some people shut down. They’re done. You may turn defensive and cry or internalize the overwhelming-ness as failure. You may turn offensive and get angry and violent and yell and blame others. These are all different responses and it’s not an exhaustive list. Each of us respond differently to being overwhelmed and context matters; it depends on what is causing the feeling of overwhelmed. It’s not always because we see Jesus in all his glory and recognize this is a holy moment, possibly the holiest I will ever witness. So, what are healthy and faithful and life-giving ways to respond?
            For Peter and the disciples, God intervenes. Peter is all excited and asks Jesus about building shrines, when another voice speaks up. “This is my Son, the Beloved, with whom I am well pleased.” It’s the same voice speaking the same words as at Jesus’ baptism, although there weren’t any disciples present then. When Jesus is baptized in the Jordan by John, as he comes up out of the water, a voice from heaven speaks and says the same thing. “This is my Son, the Beloved, with whom I am pleased.” Peter, James, and John hear this voice and now they have a different response. They are overwhelmed by the holy even more than they were before, and this time they fall facedown to the ground and are terrified. It’s like a toddler who triggered an action toy to dance and talk and they had no idea it did that and they go running crying back to their parents. God speaks. Peter, James, and John don’t just witness the transfiguration and see Moses and Elijah; they also hear God speak from heaven! No wonder they’re terrified! They are scared… to death. They fall face down. They can’t even. They are completely overwhelmed by awe and fear.
            Jesus reaches down and touches them, perhaps on the shoulder or the back. Physical touch can get your attention in ways other things can’t when you’re overwhelmed. Not everyone is touchy-feely, but a touch at just the right time can redirect our focus. Jesus says, “Get up. Don’t be afraid.” It’s like when Jesus calms the storm on the sea. Jesus is out with the disciples on the fishing boat. He’s napping while the disciples are fishing. Then a storm comes up and the disciples are terrified. The boat starts to sink. The disciples wake Jesus up because they’re convinced they’re going to drown. The waves are going to overwhelm them and this is the end unless Jesus does something. Jesus says, “O you of little faith, why are you so afraid?” And Jesus calms the sea and the storm. Or when Peter walks on water, his eyes on Jesus for a while… until he notices the wind has picked up and the waves are getting choppier. He starts to sink and cries out, “Lord, save me!” Jesus reaches out his hand and catches him, again with similar words, “You of little faith, why did you doubt?” When we get caught up in the wind and the waves, when we get caught up in the storm, when we get caught up in the feeling of overwhelming-ness, is when our faith starts to shrink. When we’re looking at what’s going on all around us and it’s completely terrifying and overpowering and all-encompassing and threatening to do us in, that’s when doubts can creep in because we forget that nothing can overpower Jesus. Nothing. Not even death. Not even the tomb can hold Jesus. We may be overpowered, but Jesus is not.
At the end of the scene, all Peter, James, and John see is Jesus. There is no more transfiguration, no more dazzling light, no more Moses and Elijah, no more ideas about building shrines, no more voices from heaven. Just Jesus. No more waves and storm, no more chaos, no more overwhelming-ness; it’s still going on around them, but their focus has shifted. They are now focused on Jesus. It’s hard to remember it in the moment, I know. I get overwhelmed sometimes, too. But try, ask Jesus to help you, ask him now, so you don’t have to remember that when the time comes, ask him that when you are overwhelmed for him to redirect your focus back to him. The faithful, healthy response to feeling overwhelmed is to take a deep breath. Slow down. Pay attention to what’s most important. Be in the moment. Ask for help. Focus on Jesus and not on the overwhelming situation. Ask Jesus to intervene. There’s a hymn that’s about a hundred years old called “Turn your eyes upon Jesus” (UMH 349). Sing it with me if you know it.
Turn your eyes upon Jesus
Look full in His wonderful face
And the things of earth will grow strangely dim
In the light of His glory and grace

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