Tuesday, September 22, 2015

Who’s on First?

17th Sunday after Pentecost
September 20, 2015
James 3:13-4:3, 7-8a; Mark 9:30-37

There’s an old Abbott and Costello baseball joke where they’re presumably naming the players on a baseball team, except the names and nicknames of the players can be interpreted as unhelpful answers to questions instead.  You may have heard it.  For example, the first baseman’s name is Who and so “Who’s on first.”  The second baseman is named What, and you get the question, “What’s on second?” and so forth.  Well, the disciples this morning are playing a similar version of this game, except they are debating amongst themselves who is the greatest, who’s on first. 
This Gospel lesson from Mark is a story about Jesus teaching his disciples while they’re traveling.  Traveling can be a good time to teach something; you have a captive audience and learning is a great way to pass the time while you’re between Point A and Point B.  Unfortunately, the disciples are behaving much like children and are extra whiny and stubborn while Jesus is trying to teach them.  Jesus says the Son of Man will be betrayed and killed, and three days later will rise again.  The disciples don’t understand, and for some reason, they’re afraid to ask him to explain what he means.  Then Jesus asks them what they were arguing about on the trip, as if Jesus didn’t know, and again they don’t say anything, acting a bit like sheepish children with their hand caught in the cookie jar.  They knew better than to be so inwardly focused, arguing about who among them was the greatest.  They’ve been with Jesus long enough to know that we shouldn’t boast and brag on ourselves.  That’s not Jesus’ way.  And so Jesus continues to teach them, saying that whoever wants to be first must be last and servant of all.  Then Jesus picks up a child, and says, “Whoever welcomes one such child in my name welcomes me, and whoever welcomes me welcomes not me but the one who sent me.”[1] 
We’ll see next week how the disciples are finally ready to start talking with Jesus and asking him questions and asking him to explain things.  But this week, they’re silent.  They have no direct speaking parts although we know the topic of their conversation.  The disciples this week are very inwardly focused, arguing about which one of them is Jesus’ right-hand man, which one of them is the best, the greatest, the one most deserving to be number two in command.  You have to keep in mind, even though Jesus is teaching them about his upcoming suffering, death, and resurrection, they don’t understand it yet (they actually never get it until after it happens).  And so, in the meantime, they think Jesus is ushering in a new kingdom.  They think this is King Jesus, who will bring about a political, geographic kingdom after he overthrows the current government.  And they’re part of his army, so to speak, this weird, random, ragtag army of fishermen and tax collectors and social nobody’s, hoping to become upwardly mobile by hanging out with Jesus.  He promised them great things!  He promised them a new kingdom, a new government.  And they’ve seen his miracles!  Mark records many, many miraculous healings in his Gospel, plus events like walking on water and feeding thousands of people with just five loaves and two fish.  The disciples know Jesus is capable of delivering; it’s not a matter of faith anymore.  They have seen with their own eyes what Jesus is able to do.  And when he becomes the next king, overthrowing the Roman Empire, they’re going to all drive around in new Lexuses, or whatever the status symbol was in first century Palestine.  You see, this is all about power.  Jesus is powerful, and Jesus is bringing about God’s kingdom.  You hang out with the powerful when they become rulers and it’s assumed that you become part of their Cabinet or Council or whoever it is they gather around them to help rule.  So, the disciples want to know, who’s number two?  Which one of the twelve is second in command?
Obviously, the disciples never read James, who says to show that you are wise by living humbly, to not be jealous or have selfish ambitions, and to not brag.[2]  Bragging and trying to promote themselves are what caused the disciples’ argument in the first place.  Bragging and boasting and putting yourself first and looking out for number one is what the world says to do.  Yet those things lead to jealousy and selfish ambition, and James is clear that where there is envy and selfishness, there is also disorder and every kind of evil.[3]  The disciples’ argument is one such example of this chaos created by jealousy and selfishness.  “Whenever you’re trying to look better than others or get the better of others, things fall apart and everyone ends up at the others’ throats.”[4]  Being so concerned with yourself causes division and conflict.  It’s true, the world says, “Look out for number one, because no one else will do it for you. Put yourself first.”  In contrast, God says “You shall love the Lord your God with all your heart, and with all your soul, and with all your mind… And you shall love your neighbor as yourself.”[5]  God says he goes first, not you, and he says that your neighbor is equal to you, not better or worse. 
In contrast to the world’s wisdom, God’s wisdom is “peaceful, gentle, obedient, filled with mercy and good actions, fair, and genuine,”[6] and that’s how you love God first and love your neighbor as yourself.  Without partiality, without hypocrisy, “you can develop a healthy, robust community that lives right with God and enjoy its results only if you do the hard work of getting along with each other, treating each other with dignity and honor.”[7]  “Those who make peace sow the seeds of justice by their peaceful acts.”[8]  Peaceful actions are what we are to be about, and we’re not doing that if we’re being selfish, or arguing over who’s the greatest, or being jealous that we’re not like others.  We are ourselves, we are becoming who God created us to be since the beginning of time.  We’re not other people, people who are prettier or richer or seem to have their life more together.  And we’re not other churches, bigger churches, richer churches, churches that appear to attract everyone.  There is a place for them, and there is a place for us.  “What causes conflict among you?” asks James?[9] And the answer is wanting to be someone we’re not, wanting something we don’t have, being jealous for something we can’t get.  Instead, those who are at peace, those who make peace, are those who accept who God created them to be, who accept their gifts and their flaws, who work to use their flaws to God’s glory.  James says, “You do not have what you want because you do not ask God for it.  And when you ask, you do not receive it, because your motives are bad; you ask for things to use for your own pleasures.”[10]  Do you ask for things for yourself?  Or do you ask for things to use to honor God? 
Lord, make us a healthy, thriving church again.  But don’t do it for us.  Do it for you.  Use us to accomplish your will; use us, not to make us great and so that others might look at us; use us so that others will look at you and see you.  Make us conduits and bridges.  Fill us, not for our own sake, but for your sake, as you draw all people to you.  We are here, Lord, to be used by you, and we don’t ask anything out of it in return.  This is not a favor.  You are not a vending machine, where we can put in a dollar or a request and expect exactly what we pick out in return.  Mold us and shape us, Lord, to become more like you, for the sake of the Gospel. 
This brings us back around to our Gospel reading and those children at the end of it.  You see, welcoming a child is its own reward.  Children can’t give you anything in return for ministering to them.  “[Your] motives cannot be to gain anything that the child can give [you].”[11]  We minister to them knowing they can’t offer us anything in return that we can use.  If we’re lucky, we may get a smile or a hug, but one thing I have learned the past three years is that being a parent is often a thankless job (at least until your children realize it and starting thanking you!).  You wash feet, you clean up after them, there are endless loads of laundry and the house always needs picking up.  It’s not worth it because of any monetary value or authority or power gained by doing it, or any promise of security.  It’s only worth doing because when we welcome a child, we find we are also welcoming Jesus, and not only him, but the One who sent him.  There is no give and take in a relationship with a child.  And the one Jesus pulled on his lap two thousand years ago probably didn’t look like any of the children here among us this morning.  This child would have been grubby, unwashed, slimy, and dirty.  Children in the first century were simply considered replacement adults and the property of their father.  They weren’t of any more value than the cattle, and so they generally ran wild.  This is not a child who is washed and in their Sunday best (or the best that you were willing to settle for, because you have to pick your battles in order to get to church on time!)  That’s who Jesus picked up and invited his disciples to welcome.  The disciples wanted both God’s kingdom to succeed and for their own positions of authority to be guaranteed.  They wanted God to succeed, and a reward for being on God’s team.  But God doesn’t work that way.  We are to pursue God’s ways and God, not God’s ways and ourselves.  You can’t have it both ways.  Welcoming a child guarantees no reward.  Working for God’s kingdom guarantees no reward.  We do it simply because he calls us to put him first, and not ourselves.
           I’d like to close this morning with a prayer from the Book of Common Prayer that the pastor of the church we went to when I was in high school used as the closing benediction:
“This is another day, O Lord.  We know not what it will bring forth, but make us ready, Lord, for whatever it may be.  If we are to stand up, help us to stand bravely.  If we are to sit still, help us to sit quietly.  If we are to lie low, help us to do it patiently.  And if we are to do nothing, let us do it gallantly.  Make these words more than words, and give us the Spirit of Jesus.  Amen.”[12]



[1] Mark 9:37
[2] James 3:13-14
[3] James 3:16
[4] Ibid., MSG
[5] Matthew 22:37, 39
[6] James 3:17
[7] James 3:18, MSG
[8] Ibid., CEB
[9] James 4:1
[10] James 4:2b-3
[11] Preaching God’s Transforming Justice, Year B, p. 413
[12] BCP, p. 461

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