Tuesday, September 13, 2016

Grace Greater than Our Sin

17th Sunday after Pentecost
September 11, 2016
Jeremiah 4:11-12, 22-28; Psalm 14; 1 Timothy 1:12-17; Luke 15:1-10


            I don’t know about your family vacations, but in my family growing up, even when we went on vacation, we still had to go to church on Sunday. We went to church at the beach. If we were visiting relatives, we went to our relatives’ church. One Sunday stands out in particular, for the sermon. It was a United Methodist Church in the mountains of North Carolina and it must have been July or August because the pastor was new and new appointments always begin July 1. This pastor had decided to start at his new church with a sermon series on what he believed. Just lay it out, so that the congregation was clear on it and also reminded of our beliefs as Christians. The particular Sunday we were in town, his sermon was on sin and he began by saying, “I believe in sin.” It was an attention getter, and it’s why I’ve remembered it 20 years later. Sin does exist, sin is real. As Paul writes in Romans, “all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God.”[1] We are not perfect. And so God sent Jesus into the world, to save us from our sin and make us right with God. Why do we need saving? Why do we need Jesus? Because we’re really good at doing the wrong thing. We are good at saying the wrong thing. We are good at keeping silent when we ought to speak. We are good at jumping to conclusions. We are good at being suspicious. We are good at not trusting. We are good at poor communication. We are good at focusing on ourselves. We are good at ignoring and not helping our neighbor. Through the prophet Jeremiah, God says, “My people… are experts at doing what is evil.”[2] And that’s a pretty fair description of human nature. We’re good at messing up.
            We’re usually especially good at our favorite sins. Which sin are you an expert on? Or which one have you rationalized to yourself that you don’t really need to change your ways? Are you often jealous, and say well, at least I’m not like that? Do you have a quick temper, and say, well, something’s got to be done, you can forgive me later? Do you hoard and not share what you have by saying, I have to make sure I have enough and look out for number one first? That fear of scarcity is how we justify all kinds of things. I only have so much love. I only have so much time. I only have so much money. God, I can’t love anyone else. God, I can’t give you more time. God, I can’t give you more, because then I won’t have enough.
And this is who the psalmist calls a fool, “Fools say in their hearts, ‘There is no God.’”[3] Another way of saying that we are good at living without God, or living as if God didn’t exist. A seminary professor I knew reportedly said that most American Christians today are “functional atheists,” as in, we live and act as if we don’t believe in God.[4] We don’t rely on God. We don’t talk to God, except maybe when we need something. We live as if it makes no difference that God raised Jesus from the dead. We live as if the most life-changing day was September 11, 2001, instead of the very first Easter morning two thousand years ago when Jesus was resurrected and defeated death and evil and sin once and for all. 9/11 is certainly the day the world changed in my lifetime. But the single day that makes the biggest difference in my life was not about destruction and chaos; it was about resurrection and new life.
We, like Paul wrote to Timothy, often act in unbelief.[5] We act as if we don’t have faith. We act as if we can handle this all by ourselves, thank you very much. We tend to believe more in the myth of self-sufficiency than in the truth of Jesus Christ. We, like Paul, are the chief of sinners.[6] We are fools when we act as if our faith makes no difference in our lives. The biggest problem is that it means we don’t need Jesus, and we are either hopelessly lost, or else we have to save ourselves. One of my favorite stories of 9/11 was how the first responders from the neighboring boroughs and suburbs went to New York immediately to go help. New York was not left to save itself. My mom’s cousin, who was an EMT in northern New Jersey, once shared how just about everyone called in sick to work that day and went to go help in New York. Their first thought wasn’t for themselves, it was for those who were hurting and in need. Yes, they went with protective gear and were trained in how to respond in emergency situations, but their training and their equipment isn’t only to save themselves, it’s to save others as well.
When we believe in self-sufficiency, then we are responsible for saving ourselves. When we believe in Jesus Christ, then he does the saving and we work with him in his work of saving the world. When we are part of God’s family, then we are our brothers’ keepers.[7]             And when we remember this, when we act as if Christ’s death and resurrection make all the difference in the world, when we turn back towards God and look at God and not at ourselves, well, Jesus says the angels rejoice and joy breaks out in heaven.[8] We are good at messing up. We are good at doing the wrong thing. But Jesus. “Christ came to the world to save sinners,” and that includes me, and that includes you. If you don’t think you mess up, then you don’t need Jesus. And I don’t know about you, but I mess up on a daily basis. I was reading a pastor’s memoir who explained that she meets with potential new church members, she tells them that at some point she is going to mess up and the church will let them down and she’d like them to decide now whether or not they’re going to stay when that disappointment happens. It’s too late for me to do that with y’all, but it’s a practice I may adopt for the next church I serve. I will, at some point, disappoint you, if I haven’t already. The church will, at some point, or multiple points, disappoint you. Some people leave when that happens. This pastor tells her potential new members, though, that if they leave, “they will miss the way that God’s grace comes in and fills in the cracks left behind by our brokenness. And that’s too beautiful to miss.”[9] All of us are good at messing up. And Christ died to save all of us. He shows us mercy when we act in ignorance or without faith. Thank God.
One other sin we’re good at is judging other people’s sins. Yet in the parables of the lost coin and the lost sheep, Jesus offers no reason why they were lost. He does not say what kinds of sins the person committed before turning their life around and changing their heart and their life. We know that Jesus often hung out with those who were considered the “worst” sinners, the prostitutes, the cheating bankers, I mean tax collectors, the drug dealers, the divorced, those whose sins were not socially acceptable. And yet what we hear with the lost sheep and the lost coin is that it doesn’t matter why they were lost, the shepherd and the woman still went looking for them. God still offers forgiveness. God still offers mercy. God still offers unconditional love. And if you truly accept it, then it does make a difference in how you live. Don’t live as a functional atheist. Don’t use God as vending machine, expecting to get out in equal worth what you put in. when you were baptized you marked as Christ’s own, which means the last word on your life is resurrection. It’s grace, it’s love, it’s restoration, it’s going home to heaven and never being quite comfortable here, because we’re looking for something more, which we’ll only find in heaven.
Each week, each day, we mess up. And yet Paul writes in Romans that “where sin increased, God's grace increased much more.” God’s grace is greater than our sin. Thank God. May God also grant us the strength and ability to forgive others and offer them grace when they disappoint us and sin against us. Only the first half of “forgive and forget” is biblical. We are to forgive, just as we have been forgiven. We are to offer grace, just as God offers us God’s grace. And those mess-ups become part of our story, just as they were part of Paul’s story. Paul spoke against Jesus, attacked Christians, and was proud. And Jesus showed him mercy.[10] Paul never tries to white-wash or gloss over his shortcomings. He doesn’t try to erase his previous life before Jesus blinded him on the road to Damascus. Paul doesn’t forget it or pretend it never happened. He simply thanks God for saving him, for offering him grace and mercy. Thank God for saving us, too. Thank God for offering us grace and mercy, too.



[1] Romans 3:23
[2] Jeremiah 4:22b, GNT
[3] Psalm 14:1
[4] http://tamedcynic.org/most-common-heresies/ (I couldn’t find the original Hauerwas source)
[5] 1 Timothy 1:13
[6] 1 Timothy 1:15, NKJV
[7] Genesis 4:9
[8] Luke 15:10
[9] Nadia Bolz-Weber, Accidental Saints: Finding God in All the Wrong People, p. 178
[10] 1 Timothy 1:13

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