Monday, July 6, 2015

When I’m Weak, Then I’m Strong

6th Sunday after Pentecost
July 5, 2015
Psalm 48; 2 Corinthians 12:2-10; Mark 6:1-13

            Our epistle lesson this morning always reminds me of the end of my time in Nicaragua.  Many of you know that before seminary I served with a mission agency in Nicaragua for a little more than a year.  Towards the end of that time I got really sick and was put on bed rest for ten days.  I was really weak, and I learned this paradox that Paul writes about in 2 Corinthians, “When I am weak, then I am strong.”  “When I am weak, then I am strong.”  It doesn’t seem to really make sense, which is what makes it a paradox, because it’s not possible to be weak and strong at the same time.  Except that with God, all things are possible.[1]  And so somehow it is possible that weakness can make you strong.  To quote Paul’s letter to the Philippians, “I can do all things through him who strengthens me.”[2]  And that is the key.  When we ourselves are weak, whether physically or in other ways, then there is less of us, and more space for God.  When we’re not claiming all the credit, all the ownership, when we place less value on self-reliance and pulling ourselves up by our bootstraps, then there’s more room for God.  When I am weak, then God is strong.  How does that work? 
            First, because when I am weak then I am more likely to find myself within God’s stronghold.  We hear about this place in our psalm this morning: the heavenly city of Mount Zion, where “God is in the fortifications and reveals himself as a place of safety.”  When you are weak, then God will keep you safe.  Psalm 91 says that God gives his angels charge over you, to guard you in all your ways.[3]  We are much more likely to recognize our guardian angels when we are weak.  When we are strong, then we think we can take care of ourselves, thank you very much.  We don’t need help.  We got this.  We don’t need anyone else.  But when we recognize that we can’t guarantee our own safety, then we turn to God to provide it.  When I am weak, then I am strong because I’m relying on God’s strength and God’s protection and God’s fortifications.  “We can say with confidence, ‘The Lord is my helper; I will not be afraid. What can anyone do to me?’”[4]  When God is our sanctuary, our haven, our safe place, when we recognize our weakness, then we are strong.  When we are weak, then we are strong, because then we are behind God’s ramparts.  Our psalm this morning says that “God has shown himself a sure defense.”[5]  Knowing that God is our sure defense, not just in times of trouble but at all times, is how we’re strong when we’re weak.  God is how we have gotten through the rough times and God will lead us home.  To quote a contemporary Christian song by Chris Tomlin, “The God of angel armies is always by my side.”[6]  When we are weak, then we are strong, because then we are more likely to recognize that God goes before us and stands behind us and is always at our side, keeping us safe. 
So, when I am weak, then I am strong, because then I’m relying more on God.  In our Gospel lesson this morning Jesus sends out the disciples in a position of vulnerability.  He sends them out with no food, no bags, no money, no extra clothes; they are to take nothing but a walking stick, go in pairs, and with the authority that Jesus gives them.  They receive no special training and don’t take any fancy equipment.  They don’t even know where their next meal is going to come from!  What they know is that they have to rely 100% on God to provide food, shelter, and a change of clothes or water for a bath for them.  They were sent out in a position of weakness, which made their witness and authority all the more stronger because of their complete reliance on God to survive this mission.  They had to trust God to provide, and because God is faithful and keeps his promises, God did provide.  God will make sure you have the tools you need to do what God is calling you to do.  There’s a saying that God doesn’t call the equipped, he equips the called.  However, I say that sometimes God calls the equipped and sometimes he equips the called.  In my previous church I was the associate pastor and the senior pastor I worked with was a big guy, 6’5” and had a booming voice to match; a voice that is a great preacher voice.  In his case, God called the equipped.  Now, you know that without a microphone you can’t hear me, I do not naturally have a preacher’s voice and need the tool of a microphone to do what God has called me to do.  Sometimes God equips the called and sometimes God calls the equipped.  Either way, God makes sure you have what you need to do the work he’s given you to do.   And when you don’t have the tools ahead of time, when you’re out in a situation where you don’t know where your next meal’s coming from or how you’re going to provide a meal for someone else; when God calls, and we answer, he will make sure we have what we need, even if we don’t know where it’s going to come from.  That’s how when we are weak, then we are strong, because we have to rely on God to provide and see us through. 
Finally, when we are weak, then we are strong, because then we learn that God is enough.  His grace, his unconditional love, is enough and is all we need.  God loves you, no matter what.  No exceptions.  And he tells us “My grace is all you need.”  This isn’t quite the Beatles’ “All You Need Is Love;” it’s more like God’s unconditional love is all you need and we learn that best in the moments when we’re down.  We learn that best in the hospital room and at the accident scene.  We learn it best when we are stripped away and left with nothing but a walking stick and a friend and Jesus’ authority over us, like the twelve disciples.  We learn it best when we know and admit that we are weak and powerless to do anything.  When we are weak, then we are strong, because then we are relying solely on God.  When we throw up our hands, or fall down on our knees, and cry out to God and acknowledge that God is God, and we are not, and we have nothing that did not come from him, then God answers.  In fact, that’s what God’s been waiting for us to do all along.  He waits for us to quit striving, to quit trying to do it ourselves, or as my daughter says, “I do it!”  He waits for us to quit complaining and griping.  He waits for us to come home and confess that we can’t do it by ourselves, that we are not strong enough, smart enough, rich enough, perfect enough, enough like the popular kids in school, enough like the church down the road.  He waits.  Not because he wants us to be weak, not because he wants us to suffer, not because he wants to see us despair.  He waits for us to stop struggling on our own and turn toward him.  Whether you’re struggling to get out of a hole or struggling to get to the top of a mountain, God waits for you to be still and know that he is God.[7]  And he is a God with limitless, exception-less, condition-less love.  When we are weak, then we are strong, whether individually or as a family or as a church, because when we are weak, then we recognize that we wouldn’t be here if not for God.  Whether God kept you from drowning as a kid or kept you safe in a fire or healed you when you weren’t expect to get better or prevented you from getting in an accident, many of us here know that we wouldn’t be here today, if not for God.  God is enough.  And, unfortunately, it’s something we recognize most often in our times of weakness.  God is all you need. 
For God says, “My grace is all you need, for my power is made perfect in your weakness.”[8] Paul writes then that, “I am most happy to be proud of my weaknesses, in order to feel the protection of Christ's power over me.  Therefore, I’m all right with weaknesses, insults, hardships, persecutions, and difficulties for Christ's sake. For when I am weak, then I am strong.”[9]  So, whatever weaknesses, insults, disasters, harassments, abuse, accidents, opposition, bad breaks, or other stressful situation you find yourself in, whatever it is, let God’s power shines through.  His power is made perfect in weakness, because when we are weak, then he is strong.   That’s how the paradox works.  When there’s less of our striving and trying and doing and claiming and busy-ness, then there’s more room for God.  And when we allow more room in our lives for God, then he gets to do all kinds of amazing things, things beyond our wildest imagination that we can’t even dream of.  We are strongest when we let God work through us.  And God works through us best in our weakness.  It’s like what Paul says about the Holy Spirit and prayer in Romans 8, that when we don’t know what to pray, when we can acknowledge that we don’t know what to say, then the Holy Spirit intercedes for us with groans too deep for words.  What Paul actually says in that passage is that the Spirit helps us in our weakness, because we don’t know how we should pray.  When you don’t know what to pray, feel less worried about it, take a deep breath, relax, and let God provide the words through you.  It may or may not sound great to you, but let God guide your prayer, because he knows what you’re trying to say in your heart.  When you are weak, then you are strong, because then God is strong.  Thanks be to God.  Amen.



[1] Mark 10:27
[2] Philippians 4:13
[3] Psalm 91:11
[4] Hebrews 13:6
[5] Psalm 48:3
[6] Chris Tomlin, “Whom Shall I Fear (God Of Angel Armies)”, 2013
[7] Psalm 46:10
[8] 2 Corinthians 12:9a
[9] 2 Corinthians 12:9b-10

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