Tuesday, November 14, 2017

All In (Reprise)

23rd Sunday after Pentecost
November 12, 2017
Joshua 24:1-3a, 14-25

There’s a curious phenomenon on ESPN that’s been going on for several years now.  The channel that originally was the “Entertainment and Sports Programming Network” and became synonymous with sports, also shows poker games.  Poker is a game, like a basketball game or a football game, but it certainly lacks the physical athleticism that we associate with sports.  Yet there must be people who watch poker on TV, because otherwise ESPN wouldn’t air so many games and tournaments.  I’ve never watched for very long, because the players are usually all covered up with hats and sunglasses so that they can’t give anything away when they bluff.  I don’t find it very interesting to watch someone stare at cards.  But I’m told that at the end of a game, when a player goes “all in,” they push their chips in to the table, take off their sunglasses, and stand up.  When they’re ready to risk it all, they do so dramatically.
This morning’s Old Testament reading comes at the end of Joshua’s life. He has led the people for as long as it was his turn to do so. Israel entered the Promised Land and settled down into houses and started farming, quite a different lifestyle from their forty years of wondering in the wilderness.  Unfortunately, they also took up some of the habits of their new neighbors and started to forget what God had taught them during those forty years when they relied on him for their daily survival.  And so Joshua gives them a reality check.  He reminds them of their history, going back to the father of Abraham, of all that God has done for them so far, how God kept them safe during tough times and delivered them.  However, now that life is settled again and easier, some of them have turned to other gods and so Joshua tells them to choose this day whom you will serve.  The people all know that the right answer is God, and so Joshua really pushes them to make sure they’re not just saying they’ll serve God but will actually do it.  He makes them promise three times.  It’s easy to give lip-service and say you’ll do something, but to follow through, to put away the false gods and to pledge their allegiance to God.  100% allegiance to God means that we give everything to God, it means that God has our undivided loyalty, it means that we go “all in.”
The first thing Joshua reminded the people was of all that God had done for them.  In seminary, this was called their “salvation history.” How God saved them time and again over the course of their history as a people. Joshua starts off with Abraham, father Abraham, and yet doesn’t talk about Abraham “as a venerable leader chosen to become a blessing for all the families of the earth (Genesis 12:3), nor [Abraham] as a steadfast believer whose trust in the LORD's promises was reckoned as righteousness (Genesis 15:6), but simply as an outsider brought from Ur of the Chaldeans.”[1] Joshua starts off with Abraham’s origin story, how God “took your father Abraham from the land beyond the Euphrates and led him throughout Canaan and gave him many descendants,” including Isaac, and to Isaac was given Jacob and Esau.[2] All those middle verses that we skipped in the middle of that chapter, those were all Joshua retelling Israel’s history back to them, reminding them of all that God has done for them, the history of their salvation.
I expect each one of us has a similar story. How God took someone in our family, parent, grandparent, or farther up the line. How that person settled in this place, or another. Or perhaps they were a wanderer, or a traveling salesman, or a sailor. And whoever you’re thinking of, trace that lineage down to you, here, in this time and this place. What’s the story of how God brought you to live where you are today? And over the course of your life, start to name some of the different times when you know God had his hand on you, when God kept you safe, when you’d have been a goner if not for God. Consider some of the different people, whether saints or not, who formed you, who influenced you, for good or bad, and how their influence brought you to this place, to worship God here. What is your salvation history? It may involve surgeries, deployments, moves, divorce, heartbreak, heart restored again. We each have a salvation history, as does the church, God’s family. Our individual stories weave together to form part of the larger story of God saving his people, God saving his family. It is important to remember what God has done for you. When you start to forget, then you start to hold back some of those poker chips, you start to bluff, instead of giving everything to God.
The second thing Joshua reminds the people is that there are consequences for breaking the covenant with God. There are consequences if you fail. There are consequences when you go all in, and you don’t have the cards to back up your move. So remember, and keep, your promise to God. There are probably quite a few promises you’ve made to God along the way. Vows made when you were baptized, which, granted, may have been made for you, in which case, there are your confirmation vows. We make marriage vows in front of God and witnesses. We make promises when we join the church, to uphold it and participate in the ministries of the church through our prayers, our presence, our gifts, our service, and our witness. And every time someone is baptized or becomes a church member, we renew those membership vows.
What other promises have you made to God? I remember one I made that scared me, because I didn’t consciously make it or think it through beforehand.  I babysat a lot in high school, and one night, when I was babysitting for a new family, the power went out. The kids were already in bed and asleep. I had just been watching TV until the parents got home. When the lights went out, it was dark. The only light in the entire neighborhood was from a streetlight about three houses down the street. I had no idea where flashlights or candles were kept; I was not familiar with this house. So, I went to go check on the kids. As I went up the stairs, the thought I had, the prayer I had, was God, if you let anything happen to these kids, I will never believe in you again. And that prayer scared me, that something in me was willing to risk my faith in keeping those kids safe. Now, obviously, thankfully, the kids were just fine. I very well might not be in a pulpit today, otherwise. But I’ve never forgotten that spur of the moment yet very serious vow. It was a promise of going “all in.” And I was going to hold God to it.  
Yet, it’s not ever God who breaks a promise, is it? It’s us. That’s why Joshua is reminding the people that there are consequences when you make a promise to God and don’t keep it. Now, I will never advocate staying in a bad marriage or other unhealthy situation. My parents are divorced, my in-laws are divorced, my stepparents were each divorced before marrying my parents. I get it and this is not that sermon about when to break vows. The vows the people make at Shechem with Joshua are a covenant to serve the Lord their God. This is a promise to obey God and to not forsake him, which is to say to not abandon God, or leave him or disown him, like I threatened to do as a teenager. Yet even we who are Christians sometimes forget God, sometimes don’t trust God, sometimes believe in the myth of individualism and think we can do it all ourselves. Did you know that’s why the official Methodist line is against gambling? To gamble, to play poker or any other game for money, implies that you don’t believe that God will provide for you, that you don’t have enough, that you have to provide for yourself in some other way, like through betting. To truly “go all in” with God means you trust and depend on him. To serve God means you take care of the things he’s given you, like relationships and money and jobs and houses and time and our very selves. It means that when we get a $200 check in the mail, we don’t say, “Hey, cool beans, I’m going to use to go buy that TV I’ve had my eye on.”  But rather, we say, “Hey, thanks God, now, how do you want me to use it?”  It means that we put God first, in our homes, in our work, and try to honor him with everything we say and do.  Not deciding I’m going to do this, and then ask God to bless my action, but praying first, God, what would you have me do about this, and then doing it.  It means keeping his commandments, some of which are easier, like do not murder, than others, like don’t want what belongs to someone else.
When you give to God, do you give out of your leftovers, or after you make sure you have enough for you?  Or do you give generously, and write the check before you look at your bills?  Giving everything to God is recognizing that everything we have is not our own, we are merely the stewards, or caretakers, or what we have.  It’s on loan from God and one day he’s going to ask how we took care of it.  This church building, how well did we take care of it?  Your car, how well do you take care of it?  Your health?  Your finances?  Your family?  When you go all in, it means you don’t serve other gods first but you give your best to God, not your leftovers. It can be scary to do that, to decide what you’re going to give the church before you look at the rest of your bills.  But going all in, after they push the chips to the middle of the table, these players on ESPN then take off their sunglasses.  No more worrying about revealing their “tell.”  Nothing left to do but to trust that Lady Luck, one of those false gods, will see them through.  They stop hiding.  They face their fear that they might lose it all.  It’s a leap of faith to give it all to God, and that’s why Jesus and the angels and the prophets say so many times throughout the Bible, “Don’t be afraid!”  Do not fear!  Trust God to take care of you.
It can be hard, and that’s why, after remembering all that God has done for them and remembering that there are consequences for breaking the covenant, Joshua has the people renew their covenant with God again. Joshua says, “Choose, today, again, who you are going to serve,” whether all those false gods of wealth and security or God. Renew your vows to God. Make a conscious, intentional choice to continue to serve God. Remember that there is a cost to that choice, Dietrich Bonhoeffer’s “cost of discipleship,” “when Christ bids a man come, he bids him come and die.” We saw that again with the news this past week out of Sutherland Springs, Texas. It can be a risky thing to follow Christ. It can be dangerous to serve God, not just for when we fail, but for when we succeed and it costs us our life.  And yet here we are again, choosing again to continue to serve God, just like ancient Israel. Because we know that only Christ has the words of life.
In the Gospel of John, things get a little dicey in chapter 6, after Jesus has fed the thousands and walked on water, then he says, “I am the bread of life. Whoever comes to me will never go hungry, and whoever believes in me will never be thirsty… I am the living bread that came down from heaven. Whoever eats this bread will live forever. This bread is my flesh, which I will give for the life of the world.”[3] This teaching was too much for some of his followers, and John says that “many disciples turned back and no longer followed Jesus.”[4] Jesus asked Peter if he wanted to leave, too, and Peter says, “Lord, to whom shall we go? You have the words of eternal life. We have come to believe and to know that you are the Holy One of God.”[5] Things get dicey sometimes. Sometimes it’s hard to trust, hard to believe, hard to keep going, hard to participate in the life of our church family for one reason or another. Yet each day we continue to choose again and again to serve God, to be part of his family. “It is not enough to promise and make a covenant. We also must be watchful and keep awake,” like those bridesmaids we read about in our Gospel reading, “so that we can be ready to meet God, and in so doing, continue to choose again and again to serve God.”[6] You see, each choice is a “continuous opportunity for every faithful person in daily living”[7] to serve God, to keep your vow to him, to remember and honor what God has done for you so far and believe he will continue to watch over you in all your ways, both “your going out and your coming in, forevermore.”[8] Amen.

Wednesday, November 8, 2017

Church Family

All Saints’ Sunday
November 5, 2017
Revelation 7:9-17; 1 John 3:1-3; Matthew 5:1-12

            First of all, you should probably know that All Saints’ is my favorite holy day in the church calendar. Not Christmas, when God decided to become one of us and sent his son, Jesus; and not Easter, which is the whole reason for our Christian faith, and not Pentecost, the whole reason there is a church, but today, All Saints’ Sunday, when we look not just at the church here but at the whole church triumphant. All Saints’ Sunday may be my favorite because the church I was baptized in was called All Saints’ Episcopal Church. It may be my favorite because one of my favorite hymns as a kid was the one we just sang, “I sing a song of the saints of God.” That song has all those great concrete images of what a saint looks like: a doctor, a soldier, a shepherdess; and all the everyday places we can meet saints: at school, in the store, at church, next door. Saints are all around us, if we have but eyes to see. And keeping that in mind, and thinking of all the saints who have gone before us, knowing that we’re not the first ones trying to lead a Christian life, well, it just gives me a warm, fuzzy feeling. This day is one of those “thin places” that the Celts talked about, where the boundary between earth and heaven is especially close, and we can peek beyond the veil and dare to see and feel the whole church triumphant, the church throughout two millennia. I find comfort in knowing that others have followed Jesus before us.  There’s something reassuring in knowing that we’re not alone.  We’re not the only church struggling.  We’re not the only ones trying to figure out how to live faithfully and what that looks like for us in this place at this time.  Many, many others are doing that, both in 2017 and in the two thousand years of church history that came before us. 
In 1 John, we read, “See what great love the Father has lavished on us, that we should be called children of God! And that is what we are! ...Beloved, we are God’s children now; what we will be has not yet been revealed.”[1] We. Are. God’s. Children.  And what we will be has not yet been revealed to us, but it has been revealed to those who went before us. I don’t know about you, but I think that’s exciting. That gives me hope. What we will be, we don’t know, exactly. But our loved ones who have already entered into glory? First John says that “What we do know is this: when Christ appears, we shall be like him, for we shall see him as he is.” It’s like John is letting us in on a secret. We don’t know exactly what we will be. It’s not the fullness of time for us yet. But the saints who have gone before us? They have been purified and sanctified and perfected, like Jesus. Does that not give you the warm fuzzies?! 
However, we live in the meantime; we’re not there yet. What we are now are God’s children. This part we know. And we’ve talked about what it means to be children of God. When we’re baptized, we join God’s family. Being God’s children means that we’re brothers and sisters. Some churches actually call each other Brother and Sister, because we are all part of the same family. Being God’s children means that that’s how much God loves us. That warm, fuzzy feeling you usually have for your children? That’s what God has for us. Being God’s children means that we are our brother’s keepers. Just as God held Cain responsible for Abel’s well-being, we are responsible for each other. Now, we could get quite negative here and also talk about the division among God’s children, about the brokenness, about the restless wandering. And I’m reminded of Paul’s advice in Romans to “live in harmony with each other.”[2] In harmony is not always agreeing, because that would be the same. A harmony has different notes that get along, that work well together. And that is what we, God’s children, are to figure out how to do. You may have noticed in all of the Beatitudes, there’s only one where the result is that they will be called children of God, and that’s the peacemakers. “Blessed are people who make peace, for they will be called children of God.”[3] The catch here, of course, is that that’s not an easy task. It’s not easy to make peace after war, after division, after hurtful words, after conflict. Did you know that after apartheid ended in South Africa, the new government created a Truth and Reconciliation Commission? Their job was to listen to the stories of witnesses and victims of the horrible oppression of apartheid as well as to receive the testimony of the perpetrators of that violence. They had the power to grant amnesty and to make arrangements for reparation and rehabilitation as they saw fit. Archbishop Desmond Tutu was part of that commission and wrote a beautiful book about it called, “No Future Without Forgiveness.” It is holy work that peacemakers are called to and it is not work for the faint of heart. It’s work for God’s children. That’s what we are. We are already God’s children. We are called to be people who engage in the hard work, harder even than making candy, the hard work of making peace.
And yet we do it keeping our eye on the goal. The apostle Paul also wrote, “Run in such a way as to get the prize” and “I press on toward the goal to win the prize for which God has called me heavenward in Christ Jesus.”[4] This is what we will be, not yet fully revealed, yet we know we will be like Jesus. Note there that “Jesus doesn’t save [us] so [we] can keep being like [us].”[5] Jesus saves us, smoothes our rough edges, talks us down from the edge, so that we can become like him. “This “being like him” implies something counter-cultural.”[6] “All who have this hope in him purify themselves, just as he is pure.”[7] Purifying ourselves means rooting out what is selfish and greedy and inwardly focused and pleasing people and hurtful and false and twisted. It means we become more selfless and loving and outwardly focused and pleasing God and honest and true. It means we decrease so that God can increase. It means it’s less about our personal preferences and more about what God is calling and inviting us to do.
That passage we read from Revelation has become one of my favorite Bible verses because it offers a vision not just of what could be, but what will be: so many people that you can’t count, from every nation, tribe, people, and language, all worshiping together. And it doesn’t say they’re all using the same language or the same style of worship, but they are joined together so that all their voices sound like one voice. Can you picture it? Everyone, from all different backgrounds and cultures and lifestyles, are all worshiping God together with one voice. It may sound messy to our ears, but you can be sure it’s a sweet, sweet sound in God’s ears, when God’s children figure out how to worship together, how to be church together, how to all come around one big family dinner table. That’s where we’re going. That’s where the saints who have gone before us already are.
So, in the meantime, what do we do? We keep joining God in his work of bringing his kingdom here on earth as it is in heaven. We keep our eyes open for glimpses of when and where that happens, times when God’s children work together even when they are different. We take advantage of opportunities that come our way to help our brother and sister. We keep our ears open to listen for God’s call and invitation, and keep our hearts open to accept that call and invitation. We continue to read and study God’s Word, to join our brothers and sisters in worship, to participate in the life of the church. You’ve probably heard somewhere along the way the mission statement of the United Methodist Church, “to make disciples of Jesus Christ for the transformation of the world,” but did you know there’s a second sentence? The second sentence says that the local church is the most significant arena through which disciple-making occurs. Participating in the life of the church, being an active part of God’s family is how we grow as disciples of Jesus, how we grow more like Jesus. You can’t do the Christian faith by yourself. You need the faith community, the church, the rest of the family, to learn about Christ, to learn about yourself, to purify yourself, just as Christ is pure.
And so we look for glimpses of what could be, of new creation, of God’s family being family. One place that happens is here at the big family dinner table where we all share in a meal together. Jesus invites everyone, whether you’re sure about all this or not, whether you’ve been baptized or not, whether you think you’re worthy or not. Jesus invites everyone to the family dinner table. That’s what it means to be God’s children. We know that what we will be has not yet been revealed and we claim the promise for those who have gone before us. Sometimes we even claim the promise for those who will come after us.   
An article came across my Facebook feed Friday afternoon called “Why Nobody Wants to Go to Church Anymore.”[8] It cited a study that was done a few years ago that listed the top four reasons people don’t want to go to church. The reasons are that people don’t want to be lectured, they see the church as judgmental, they see the church as hypocritical, and they see the church as irrelevant. However, this author doesn’t think that any of those reasons are the real reason why people stopping going. He thinks it’s because we’ve diluted and twisted the idea of church to the point that people don’t know what it’s supposed to be anymore. This author says, and I agree, that “The church is supposed to be the family or body of all Christians.”[9] And so for a Christian to say that the church is judgmental, hypocritical, and irrelevant is for that person to say that they are judgmental, hypocritical, and irrelevant. When we forget that we are the church, we are God’s children, we are members of this family of all Christians, past and present, when we forget that, then we tend to “see the church as an institution which [we] can either choose to support or not,” we see church as an event to attend, and we “lose the entire concept of Christianity. Jesus did not come to redeem individuals, but a people.” We are part of that people. Our loved ones who have gone before are part of that people. I have a mug from the Capital District of the North Carolina Conference that says, “Why go to church or do church when you can be the church?” Be the church. We are the church. Us, and all those who have gone before, and all those who will come after. That’s the cool thing about this family. You don’t have to raise the dead or hold a séance or pray to your ancestors to commune with them. They’re here, among us, just beyond the veil. And God willing, God helping, we’ll get there, too.




[1] 1 John 3:1a, NIV, 3:2a, NRSV
[2] Romans 12:16
[3] Matthew 5:9
[4] 1 Corinthians 9:24; Philippians 3:14
[6] Ibid.
[7] 1 John 3:3
[9] Ibid.

Wednesday, November 1, 2017

Legacy

Reformation Sunday
October 29, 2017
Deuteronomy 34:1-12

            Clayton Kershaw is widely considered to be the best active pitcher in Major League Baseball. He’s won three Cy Young Awards, is a seven time All-Star, has won other awards and recognitions, like the National League MVP, Gold Glove, and the Roberto Clemente Award. Kershaw’s pitched no-hitters, he’s led the majors with the lowest ERA for four years straight, he’s been a strikeout leader and a leader in the number of wins per season. If you’ve watched postseason baseball the past few years, you’ve seen Kershaw pitch. You know he’s good. Yet, it was only with starting and winning Game 1 of the World Series this past week that he was considered to have lived up to the legacy of past Dodger pitching greats like Sandy Koufax and Orel Hershiser.[1] I’m a baseball fan, by the way, in case you haven’t guessed, and I was really surprised by that commentary. I’m familiar with Kershaw, I’ve seen him pitch in the postseason and in All-Star games. I know he’s a good pitcher. And I remember when Orel Hershiser and the 1988 Dodgers won the World Series. I’ve read about Sandy Koufax, one of the great pitchers of the 1960s.  Yet to live up to the legacy of Hershiser and Koufax, he had to start a World Series game, and I found that really interesting. All of the previous great Dodger pitchers all won World Series championships. Kershaw won Game 1, but the pressure is on for him to win it all in order for him to fully live into the legacy left to him. It doesn’t seem fair, and yet that’s the history of the team he’s played for his entire career. You don’t get to choose the legacy that is handed down to you. You do have a bit more say in the legacy that you leave behind.
            Today finally finishes Moses’ story. We’ve been following him since before his birth and today we read about his death. Moses finished his task of leading God’s people to the Promised Land. You may have noticed that Moses brings them there and gets to see the Promised Land, but does not get to enter it. He dies and is buried in Moab. That’s because Moses sinned and that was the consequence for his sin. In all the years of leading God’s people, there was one time when Moses “…did not trust in [God] enough to honor [God] as holy in the sight of the Israelites.”[2] Therefore, Moses did not get to actually lead God’s people into the land, only to the border. Yet listen to the legacy Moses left behind:
“Since then, no prophet has risen in Israel like Moses, whom the Lord knew face to face, who did all those signs and wonders the Lord sent him to do in Egypt—to Pharaoh and to all his officials and to his whole land. For no one has ever shown the mighty power or performed the awesome deeds that Moses did in the sight of all Israel.”[3]
            There was never another prophet like Moses, whom the Lord knew. Never since has there been anything like the signs and wonders that God sent him to do in Egypt to convince Pharaoh to let God’s people go. “No other prophet has been able to do the great and terrifying things that Moses did in the sight of all Israel.”[4] That is quite a legacy. In fact, it’s a legacy that no one would seem to able to live up to, no matter what they do. And so, if we were to keep reading, in the very next verse God calls Joshua to be the next leader. It’s a good thing we were already told that the Israelites mourned Moses for 30 days, because when the time of grieving is over, that’s it! God doesn’t pull any punches. He effectively and directly tells Joshua, “Moses is dead. Now move on!”[5] Ouch! Yet the truth is that Joshua has a different role to play than Moses did. Joshua is the next leader, but it’s at a different time in Israel’s history. They’re no longer slaves in Egypt. They’re no longer wandering in the wilderness for 40 years. They’re at the edge of the Promised Land. It’s time to go in. Moses left an amazing legacy, and Joshua isn’t going to follow it exactly because he’s not Moses and the Israelites are no longer slaves or nomads. Yet, Joshua still lives into it. Leaving a legacy “is to pass on to future generations something of great significance.”[6] Moses did that, and Joshua does not forget it or ignore it while it’s his turn to lead God’s people. Joshua listens and obeys God just like Moses did. He doesn’t do all the signs and wonders because that’s not what God called him to do. So, by some standards, no, Joshua isn’t the prophet that Moses was. Yet Joshua was just as faithful. It’s just God called him to something different because it was a different time and a different place. Things were going to look different. That’s why God told Joshua to move on. God wasn’t saying to forget Moses; God was telling Joshua “to push forward because there was a lot of work to be done and an unhealthy focus on the past would not serve His purposes.”[7] That’s the thing about legacies. They can be great, they can be inspiring, they can be encouraging, but an unhealthy focus on what’s happened in the past isn’t going to help us live life today. If all Clayton Kershaw does is watch videotapes of the ‘80’s Dodgers and the ‘60’s Dodgers, then he’s not going to get on the mound and practice and actually throw the ball to improve his pitching.
            Now, in light of the historical significance of today, let’s look at one more legacy before we move on to application. This Tuesday, October 31, 2017, marks the 500th anniversary of the Protestant Reformation. October 31, 1517 was the day that the Catholic priest and professor of theology, Martin Luther, nailed to the church door his 95 Theses, or list of 95 things he found to a major problem in the Catholic Church. He was not the first one to try to reform Roman Catholicism, there were people who preceded him. Nor was he trying to start a division in the church, nor did he want to leave the Catholic Church, though he was eventually excommunicated. Yet there were many who agreed with his grievances and since the Church as an institution is slow to change, some started to leave the church and start their own. The legacy of that today is all the myriad of Protestant denominations, even within our own Methodist family. However, the legacy of Martin Luther includes things like worship in our own language instead of in Latin, which Catholics only switched to with Vatican II in the 1960s. His legacy includes our singing as a congregation all together, rather than a priest chanting by himself. Luther even wrote the first hymn we sang today. The word we use sometimes for worship is ‘liturgy’. Liturgy literally means ‘the work of the people’ and Martin Luther wanted the people to do their own work, worship God themselves, pray directly to God themselves, rather than just let the priest do all the work for them. One of the key phrases you may hear is the “priesthood of all believers.” It comes from Hebrews in the Bible and basically means that every believer has a direct link to God; you don’t need another person, even a pastor, to be an intermediary between you and God. You can talk to God yourself. Finally, the biggest problem Luther called out was the one on the back of your sheet this morning, the practice of the Church saying, “If you give us enough money, then we’ll forgive your sins.” Yeah… that’s not how it works. There were problems in the Catholic Church, just as there are problems in the Church today. Luther is simply the most famous of the people who sought to reform the Church. He didn’t intend to split any more than John Wesley wanted Methodism to split from the Church of England. Luther and Wesley were addressing issues within the Church and sought to change it from within. That’s their legacy, that’s what they leave behind for us. On the 500th anniversary of the main event of the Reformation, I think it’s important to remember that. After all, it’s why we’re not all still Catholic today.
            Now, let’s talk about our legacy, your legacy. What do you plan to pass on to future generations that is of great significance? In particular, what intangibles do you want to pass on? Faithfulness? Generosity? Gratitude? Love? Forgiveness? When we get to 2018 in a couple months, what do you want to receive as the legacy of 2017? Hope? Peace? Joy? Kindness? And I’m asking about intangibles because physical things can come and go. Some of you remember the building across the road that you had inherited, that is no longer there, when the church moved to this building. Buildings change. Physical things wear out. There’s a verse in Isaiah that says, “The grass withers and the flowers fall, but the word of our God endures forever.”[8] God lasts forever, he is eternal. And the fruit of his Spirit are much more lasting than anything we can make, and make for a much more enduring legacy. Those fruit of the Spirit are love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness and self-control.[9] Against these things there is no law, and there is no wearing out. These things make for a lasting legacy. For both Moses and Martin Luther, I would pick out faithfulness. Moses was faithful to what God said and Martin Luther was faithful to God’s Word, which is also what God said. Are you known for your faithfulness? What is your legacy? What was passed on to you that’s of great significance, and what will you pass on to others?
            October is my favorite month for many reasons, including my birthday and getting to watch the World Series. Then, a few years ago, my maternal Grandma died in October. It’s kind of softened the tone of the month a bit. I inherited from her a diamond solitaire necklace. While I loved my Grandma dearly, the truth is I inherited big blue eyes from both sides of my family, and both of my Grandmas left legacies of faithfulness. Both of them had a deep faith, both of them were active in the church until they were physically unable to be. Both of them loved Jesus. When I think of legacies left to me, I think of my Grandmas. When I think of the legacy I am leaving behind for my kids, it affects what I do. My earliest memories are from around 3, 4, 5 years old. If my kids are going to remember something from now, I want it to be a memory of love, of kindness, of faithfulness, of joy. If my kids are going to remember something from now, then I have to be intentional in what I say and do. How you live matters. What you pass on matters. No one is going to be exactly like you. No one is going to take your place. But they can be faithful like you. They can be giving like you. They can be nurturing like you. What legacy are you passing on?



[2] Numbers 20:12
[3] Deuteronomy 34:10-12
[4] Deuteronomy 34:12, GNT
[5] Legacy Churches by Stephen Gray and Franklin Dumond, p. 18
[6] Ibid., 37
[7] Ibid., 19
[8] Isaiah 40:8
[9] Galatians 5:22-23a

Tuesday, October 24, 2017

Three Requests, Three Promises

20th Sunday after Pentecost
October 22, 2017
Exodus 33:12-23

            We’ve taken a few weeks off from focusing on the Exodus story of Moses and the Israelites. Today we’re going to return to it because of this really striking conversation between Moses and God. Last week we read about some problems, the story of the golden calf, when Moses took too long coming down the mountain and so his brother, Aaron, took charge. Aaron had all the people bring their gold and he melted it and formed it into the image of a calf for the people to worship. And, of course, God sent Moses back quickly to address this sacrilege. God threatens to destroy the Israelites, but Moses intervenes and reminds God of his covenant with Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob and of how God was supposed to lead them to the Promised Land. Well, God relents, yet says that an angel will lead them to the Promised Land, because if God goes himself, he just might destroy them. It sounds kinda like God needs a time-out to cool down and remember that he loves his people. However, the people are upset that God isn’t going with them himself. God’s presence with his people is what makes God different from other gods. And will they really survive the journey if God isn’t with them?? Now, cue the conversation we read today. Moses makes three requests of God and God answers each one with a promise.[1]
            First, Moses asks to know God’s ways. Isn’t this a common request of God? Throughout the Bible, especially in the psalms: “Show me your ways, Lord, teach me your paths. Guide me in your truth and teach me, for you are God my Savior, and my hope is in you all day long.” Psalm 24:4-5. Even today, that’s often what we ask God. Show me your ways, God. Teach me. Direct me down your path. Sometimes we get a more direct answer from God, like in the prophet Isaiah, “Whether you turn to the right or to the left, your ears will hear a voice behind you, saying, ‘This is the way; walk in it.’”[2] Isn’t it helpful when it’s that clear? “This is my way. Go here.” Of course, we don’t always follow God’s directions even when they’re that clear. However, in this case, God doesn’t answer Moses with a clear direction. Moses says, “Show me your ways,” and God says, “My presence will go with you and I will give you rest.” Moses asks to know God’s ways and God gives a promise of rest. Moses asks for knowledge and guidance and God answers with rest. Isn’t that curious? Moses is ready to be on the move, keep moving, go on to the next thing, let’s go, [pause] and the answer to his prayer is that God will give him rest. Has that ever happened to you? Where you’re moving and shaking and on the go [pause] and then everything comes to a screeching halt?
            What is God saying in that screeching halt? What is God saying when you hit a wall? I know in marathons or training or adjusting to new exercise programs, you’re supposed to have things in place for when you hit the wall so that you can keep moving and you don’t give up. Yet a rest is not permanent. It’s not giving up. Look at the 23rd psalm: “He makes me to lie down in green pastures; He leads me beside the still waters. He restores my soul; He leads me in the paths of righteousness for His name’s sake.” He makes me lie down, he makes me rest. Then he leads me beside still waters. Rest, and then he leads me. Restoration, and then he leads me. Rest comes first. We work from rest, rather than rest from work. It makes a difference.
            So, second, Moses asks God to be present with them on the journey to the Promised Land. We’re not sure we can make this trip without you, God. We need you with us. Not just an angel, we need you. And God answers with this promise of the divine name. He says, in effect, “I will do what you asked. I know you by name.” Now that’s the answer to prayer that we like! “I will do what you asked!” Yet God adds, “[it’s] because I am pleased with you and I know you by name.” There’s a reason God gives a direct yes to this request. God is pleased with Moses, Moses has found favor in God’s sight, and God knows Moses by name. The second part of this is true for us, too. God knows each of us by name. The first part, pleasing God, well, remember it’s not about works-righteousness, we can’t earn our way into God’s favor. It’s about faith, belief in Jesus Christ. And at the same time, if we truly have faith, then it will be shown by what we do, like you know it’s an apple tree because it has apples on it.
            A phenomenon called “prayer shaming” was brought to my attention recently; I had been unaware of it. One widely accepted thing to say after a catastrophe or tragic event is to say that “our thoughts and prayers are with you.” However, there’s increasingly becoming a problem with this, which is that the world thinks if we really were praying, then it would be a difference. After all, we believe prayer makes a difference, right? We believe God answers prayer, right? Not always directly, like when we pray for guidance and God says rest, but there is an answer that often requires us to then act. We pray for guidance and God says rest, we should then rest, and not try to keep going. We pray for people who are hurting and God says you can do something to alleviate their pain, then it’s back on us to do something, whether that’s to give money to UMCOR or donate items for relief buckets and kits or whatever it is God is calling you to do. And here’s where prayer-shaming comes in. Politicians say, “thoughts and prayers,” but nothing changes. The world hears us say, we’re praying. But they don’t see us do anything as a result of our prayers. They don’t see anything change as a result of our prayers. So, they say we don’t want your prayers. They’re not making a difference. And maybe there’s not a visible difference. Maybe there’s not a physical action God asks us to take. Or maybe we’re not actually following through and spending serious time in prayer. Pleasing God means we do what we say. Pleasing God means we bear fruit that show we have faith. Jesus says, “Each tree is recognized by its own fruit.”[3] What you say online should match what you do offline (off the computer). What you say Sunday at church should match what you do the other six days of the week. If we have put the time and effort into prayer, then there will be some fruit for it and when someone tries prayer-shaming, rather than getting defensive, we can honestly say, I did pray, here’s what God said, and here’s what I did in response to what God said. A lot of it is following through, and I know I fall short as much as anyone else. If prayer is something we want to focus on as a church, then we can certainly do that.  One summer at the church where I was the associate pastor, we held evening prayer once a week and what I remember clearest is the feeling of peace as I drove the half hour home on I-40 afterward. Prayer changes us, and that evening prayer made me calmer and I drove slower (which is to say, I went the speed limit, instead of over it). My frame of mind and my attitude were adjusted. That’s a visible difference as a result of an hour of prayer.
            Finally, the third request Moses makes gets the most interesting response from God. Moses asks to see God’s glory. “Show me your glory.” A much better catch-phrase than “Show me the money!” And God promises to make his goodness pass before Moses. But, no one can see God’s face and live (that’s where the Indiana Jones movie gets it from and why Indy knew to cover his face so he didn’t die). So that Moses doesn’t die from this encounter, God says, I’m going to put you in the cleft of a rock, so you’re surrounded on all sides but one by rock, and I’m going to put my hand over the opening until I have passed by. And then you shall see my back. Isn’t this interesting? “Rock of ages, cleft for me…” so that I’m not burned to a crisp while God passes by. So that I am not undone by my arrogance of trying to tell God what to do.[4] So that I may be saved from my sin. That’s what the rest of that first verse means. Remember Jesus Christ is our rock of ages… “let me hide myself in thee; let the water and the blood, from thy wounded side which flowed, be of sin the double cure; save from wrath and make me pure.” That’s 18th century-speak for Christ’s blood shed on the cross that saves us from our sin. We hide ourselves in Christ and God covers our sin with his hand of protection so that we’re not burnt to a crisp. So that we’re not undone by what we failed to do or what we did that we shouldn’t have done. God’s hand of protection, that’s what we get to feel when we’re hiding in the cleft of the rock. And what we get to see is his back, and not just his back, but then also the path of where God has been.
            So, let’s slow this down. When we are hiding in the cleft of the rock, when God has his hand of protection covering us, we know where God is, even though we can’t see him. We still know he’s right there, keeping us safe, seeing us through. We know he’s there, even when we can’t see him. Even in the darkness, even during the difficult times, even through the worst that may happen, we may not see God, but we can still feel his presence. And when we do get to see God, it’s after the fact. We get to see God’s back, after he’s been at work, after he’s passed through. We get to look back and say, “Ah, there was God.” It’s just like Jacob when he’s at Bethel and has that dream of the ladder with the angels going up and down it and God speaks to Jacob. When Jacob wakes up, he says, “Surely the Lord is in this place—and I did not know it!”[5]
It is easy to miss God at work when he’s at work. It’s much easier to see where God has been afterwards. I think that’s because sometimes we get caught up in all the loose threads and incompleteness, like looking at a half-finished knitting project, or looking at the backside of a needlepoint.
We see all the problems and all the mistakes and all the places where we didn’t do a great job. God sees the finished project. He sees what can be. And we have folks here with that gift. I’ve seen it during the Tuesday afternoon craft sessions and other times. We have folks who look at messes and see what can be. And that vision is what we need. Lisbon moving forward is not going to look the same as the past. We need folks who see what is, and then what could be, moving forward. Not getting caught up in the loose threads or getting distracted by super glue that dried in the wrong place, but staying focused on what can be. 
It’s harder to see God at work when he’s at work. It’s harder to see him when he’s got his hand covering you. Perhaps that’s the time when you’re supposed to rest. Perhaps that’s the time when you’re supposed to listen in prayer. So that when he lets you out of the cleft, you’re rested and you know what God’s calling you to do and you’re ready to work. In the name of the Father, Son, and Holy Spirit, Amen.



[1] Preaching the Revised Common Lectionary: Year A, After Pentecost 2, p. 90
[2] Isaiah 30:21
[3] Luke 6:44
[4] Preaching God’s Transforming Justice, Year A, p. 446
[5] Genesis 28:16

Friday, October 20, 2017

Live Out Your Salvation

Oct 8, 2017
18th Sunday after Pentecost
Philippians 2:1-13

There was an inspirational trio of sentences that gained popularity a few years ago, that started out in a country song.  The original lyrics were: “You’ve got to sing like you don’t need the money.  Love like you’ll never get hurt.  You’ve got to dance like nobody’s watchin’.  It’s gotta come from the heart if you want it to work.”[1]  Those lines were condensed to the more popular: “Sing like no one’s listening.  Love like you’ve never been hurt. Dance like no one’s watching.”  They’re encouraging because they’re a reminder that it doesn’t matter what others think of your singing voice, you should sing, anyway. In John Wesley’s Directions for Singing in the front of the hymnal he wrote to not be afraid of your voice “nor ashamed of its being heard.”[2]  Sing like no one’s listening; when it’s hymns you’re singing, it’s music to God’s ears, no matter whether you can keep a tune or not.  Love like you’ve never been hurt may be hard, also, because it’s taking a risk that you might be hurt again, and yet being bold and courageous enough to love again, anyway.  Love like you’ve never been hurt.  And many of us are self-conscious enough, that it can also be hard to dance like no one’s watching.  Unless you’ve trained for “Dancing with the Stars,” most of us don’t really want an audience when we dance.  When we don’t have an audience is when we feel the most comfortable cutting a rug.  So, what do you do, how do you act, when you don’t have an audience, when you stop being self-conscious and worrying about others’ expectations and just let yourself be free to be you?  Who are you when no one’s looking? How do you live?
            How do you “work out your salvation”, to use the phrase from Philippians? Whether anyone’s watching or not, the way Paul describes it is “with fear and trembling.” That’s one of those verses that is the same in practically every bible translation. “Work out your salvation with fear and trembling.” I only came across two that said something different. Eugene Peterson’s The Message paraphrases, “Be energetic in your life of salvation, reverent and sensitive before God.” And the New Living Translation puts it, “Work hard to show the results of your salvation, obeying God with deep reverence and fear.” How do you “work to show the results of your salvation”? How do you live out “your life of salvation”? Just to be clear, this is NOT works-righteousness, this is not what do you do to be saved or works that earns you salvation. We’ve been talking about that in the Galatians Bible Study, with that famous verse that so deeply touched Martin Luther and triggered the Protestant Reformation, “we are justified by faith in Christ and not by works.” Paul isn’t suddenly changing course from what he wrote to the Galatians to what he wrote to the Philippians. Working out your salvation is how we who believe live out our salvation. How do we live as a result of being saved? Hint: It should be different than before you knew Jesus. It should be different than if you didn’t know Jesus. Jesus should be making a difference in your life. If you’re living the same way you’d live if you weren’t a Christian, then, well, there’s a major disconnect there. What you believe affects how you live.
Living out our salvation is a direct result of how Jesus lives and who Jesus is. Working out our salvation is a result of Jesus. That verse begins with a therefore, it’s directly caused by the preceding verses, which are often called the Christ hymn. It is considered to be an early hymn in the church that Paul simply included in his letter, not one that Paul composed himself. And it primarily talks about how humble and selfless and obedient Jesus is. He “did not consider equality with God something to be used to his own advantage; rather, he made himself nothing.” And being found in appearance as a man, he humbled himself by becoming obedient to the point of death.” This is who Jesus is. Therefore, God exalted him and “gave him the name that is above every name, that at the name of Jesus every knee should bow, in heaven and on earth and under the earth, and every tongue acknowledge that Jesus Christ is Lord, to the glory of God the Father.” Amen. Yet Paul doesn’t stop there. He continued writing, “Therefore, my dear friends… continue to work out your salvation with fear and trembling.” Therefore. Because Christ is humble and obedient and selfless, it means that we live out our salvation with fear and trembling.
Yet Paul doesn’t even stop there! “…Continue to work out your salvation with fear and trembling, for it is God who works in you to will and to act in order to fulfill his good purpose.” Live out your salvation… because God is at work in you. Now, as good Methodists we know this and we have a term for it, grace. God at work in us is pure grace. Prevenient grace, the grace from God working in our lives before we even know it or recognize it. It’s why we baptize babies, because we recognize that God is already at work in their lives, that God already loves them, and so when we baptize a baby, we are affirming this grace on behalf of the child and promising to raise the child in the faith until the time that the child is able to accept God’s grace for themselves.  Justifying grace is salvation; it’s saving grace. It’s being justified by grace, being made right with God through the atoning work of Jesus Christ on the cross. Because Jesus is humble and selfless and obedient, we are saved. Thanks to Jesus’ work, we are saved. The third grace we Methodists talk about, which I think is what Paul’s getting at here, is sanctifying grace. This is the sustaining grace as “we continue to grow in the likeness and image of Christ through the perfecting work of the Holy Spirit.”[3]  You see, we never stop growing.  Life isn’t over or on cruise control once you accept Jesus Christ as your Lord and Savior. God is never done with you.  You may at times feel that you are done with God, or need a time-out, but God is never done with you.  Sanctifying grace empowers us for holy living. It is God working through us to make us more like him, more humble and selfless and obedient like Christ. “We continue to working out our salvation as we grow in faith.”[4] We become co-laborers with God in his work of saving the world. God stays at work in you, sanctifying you, making you holier, not holier than thou, but holier like Christ.
So, then, how do you live? Whether anyone’s watching or not, how do you work out your salvation? What’s it mean to do it with fear and trembling? Carefully, reverently, intentionally. If you want to live the life God has for you to lead, then you have to do it on purpose. You have to be intentional about it. You have to be intentional about joining with a faith community for worship. Otherwise, Sunday morning will roll around, and oh, well, I slept in if you don’t set an alarm, or it’s such a beautiful day, I’d rather be outside. If you don’t make your spiritual life a priority, then it won’t grow. We do it reverently, with respect, in awe, not so serious that we can’t take a joke, but recognizing that this is a holy place and a holy time. We are on holy ground: are you going to take off your sandals? Or are you going to sit and pluck blackberries and ignore the holiness around you? Living a life of salvation is one of humbleness, selflessness, and obedience. It includes respect for what’s going on around you and for fellow sojourners, who may or may not be in the same place on their journey, who may or may not see things the same way you do. And that’s part of what’s wonderful about the church. Folks from all different walks of life are part of our family. I work out my salvation with fear and trembling, alongside you, working out your salvation. How we do it will vary some. Yet the same characteristics should be true of all of us: humble, selfless, and obedient to God. Not considering anyone better or worse, respectful of each one’s journey, because God is at work in each one of us.
So, because Christ is humble and selfless and obedient, because we are to pattern our lives after him, therefore, we are to live out our salvation with fear and trembling, carefully, reverentially, intentionally, yet with the reassurance that God has been, still is, and will continue to be at work in us. That’s good news. God at work in us, even when we mess up, even when we say the wrong thing, even when we don’t do what we should have done, even when we don’t agree. God is at work in us, giving us the desire and the power to do what pleases him. We can’t do it on our own. We cannot sanctify ourselves. Only God can make us holy. Only God can make us more like his Son. Only with God’s help can we live out our salvation, with fear and trembling, recognizing holy moments and holy conversations and holy places, whether anyone else is around or we have to do it on our own. God is with us, through everything. Even sermon-writing. And we have to trust that. Trust God is moving and acting and working through us, whether we see the results or not, whether we’re in the midst of a storm or calm waters. Fear and trembling is a holy place to be, and it’s only by God’s grace that we ever find ourselves there at all.


[2] UMH vii
[3] James Harnish, A Disciple’s Path, Daily Workbook, p. 23
[4] Ibid.