Tuesday, December 17, 2019

Unabashed Joy


3rd Sunday of Advent
December 15, 2019
Isaiah 35:1-10; Luke 1:46b-55

Last March southern California’s desert experienced what is called a super-bloom. You see, when the desert blooms, it goes all out. It’s not just a few flowers here and a few there, half-hearted and partially hidden. Oh no, when the desert blooms, it does it abundantly. And this past spring, it was so abundant that the super-bloom could be seen from space! Here’s one of the pictures of it on the screen. 

This was a rare super-bloom, created by the perfect storm of what individually are two quite harsh and undesirable conditions.[1] First, these plants have to have prolonged dormancy, as in many wildflower seeds must remain asleep through many seasons and decide to wake up at roughly the same time after a long hibernation. So, all these flowers stayed dormant for years, and didn’t bloom for years, and then decided to all bloom again at the same time. The other major factor was that southern California had an extra-long rainy season, followed by an unusually cold winter which locked the moisture in. So, plants that don’t bloom for years combined with extra rain and extra cold (nothing there that sounds good), and yet they produce this super-bloom of flowers in the desert. They create this beautiful picture of joy, unabashed joy. The poet John Keats wrote “a thing of beauty is a joy forever.” There are more pictures online, if you want to google them after worship. They are amazing.
            And they give you a visual for what Isaiah’s talking about in our passage this morning. Isaiah 35 begins with the desert rejoicing and blooming, “The wilderness and the dry land shall be glad, the desert shall rejoice and blossom; like the crocus it shall blossom abundantly, and rejoice with joy and singing.” Here [gesture at screen] is what that looks like. The desert isn’t really a place you think about blooming and blossoms, you tend to think sand and cacti and barrenness, but here it is, definitely not always barren. Now, it’s really weird, Isaiah chapter 35 seems out of place from its surrounding chapters. Chapters 34 and 36 are not sunshine and rainbows, or flowers. Chapter 34 is about judgment and desert creatures meeting with hyenas. Chapter 36 is about Assyria attacking and conquering Judah. Yet here in the middle is this chapter, it’s only the ten verses we read this morning, and it’s about flowers in the desert and rejoicing in the wilderness. This chapter doesn’t make sense in its context. It interrupts the desolation going on around it. It’s as if, as one commentary put it, “The Spirit hovered over the text and over the scribes: “Put it here,” breathed the Spirit, “before anyone is ready. Interrupt the narrative of despair.” So, here it is: a word that couldn’t wait until it might make more sense.”[2] This picture of beauty in the desert refuses to wait until things are better. And so in the midst of a story of desolation and wilderness, here is chapter 35 with a chorus of creation saying to one another, “Be Strong. Do not fear. Here is your God.”
I have to tell you, I love those words. Right there in the middle of the chapter, “Say to those who are of a fearful heart, ‘Be strong, do not fear! Here is your God.’” They were life-changing to my family six years ago. They were an answer to prayer. Six years ago, my husband and I were faced with the decision of whether or not to move from North Carolina to Maryland. He’d been offered a promotion with his company to a position we knew he was ready for and would enjoy far more than what he had been doing. We were given a weekend to decide, the weekend of the 3rd Sunday of Advent, when this Scripture reading is assigned. At the time I was an associate pastor at a large church in Chapel Hill and one of my duties in worship was to read the Scriptures at all three services. So, three times, I read this passage. “Say to those who are of a fearful heart;” my husband and I were fearful. Our oldest was 16 months old. We knew we wanted a second child. Most of our family is (still) in North Carolina. I had a couple contacts in Maryland from when I’d lived here years ago, but we didn’t really know anyone. And God says, “Be strong, do not fear! Here is your God.” Once we took fear out of the equation, it made sense to move. This passage is the reason I am your pastor; otherwise, we’d still be in North Carolina! So, “Say to those who are of a fearful heart,” those who are in the wilderness, in the desert, those who are discerning the next step, those who are in the midst of desolation and despair, say to them “Be strong, do not fear! Here is your God.” Isn’t that the word we all need? In the midst of chaos and grief, the desert will conspire to bloom. The wilderness will rejoice. It’s odd, it doesn’t make sense given the context, but it will happen. There will be joy.
            At the end of the chapter, it says “A highway will be there, and it will be called the Holy Way… it shall be for God’s people; no traveler… will go astray.” This highway for God’s people is the way home, the way of salvation. “Everlasting joy will be upon their heads. Gladness and joy will overtake them, and sorrow and sighing will flee away.” Talk about unabashed joy. There in the blossoming desert will be a highway for God’s people where joy will abound. Joy will crown their heads. And they will be overwhelmed, not by lists or medical bills or loneliness or grief or insecurity, no, they will be overwhelmed by joy. Isn’t that good news? Isn’t that a promise to hold on tight to? Yesterday may have been wilderness. Tomorrow may be wilderness again. But today is chapter 35, today is the day when the desert blooms and you are overwhelmed by joy and it’s a good day. 
            And isn’t that good news for Mary, who’s in a wilderness of her own, pregnant and unwed. She knows what the Holy Spirit told her, and she knows what others are saying, anyway. Her heart could be quite fearful, and yet she sings out with unabashed joy this song called the Magnificat, from the first word in Latin. “My soul magnifies the Lord. My spirit rejoices in God my Savior.” God is great. God has done and will do great things. Holy is our God. That’s what Mary is saying as a pregnant, unwed teenager. She’s singing about joy. It takes courage and love to sing our songs of joy while in the midst of suffering and in the wilderness. It’s not the easiest thing to do and it probably gets her just as many weird and dirty looks as her pregnant belly does. Yet her song is truly one of joy. It’s not like those unhelpful sayings that seem to be joyful, but actually aren’t. Do you know what I mean?
            Artist Emily McDowell was 24 when she was diagnosed with stage 3 Hodgkin’s Lymphoma. After 9 months of chemo and radiation, she went into remission and so far is still cancer-free. However, she received some terrible responses after her own diagnosis that now she designs irreverent greeting cards that say things like, “There is no good card for this. I’m so sorry.” Or,             “When life gives you lemons, I won’t tell you a story about my cousin’s friend who died of lemons.” Because that’s not really helpful, is it? Yet when we hear about lemons, or whatever it is, our brain naturally connects with what else we know about lemons and then usually it’s out of our mouths before we’ve stopped to think about whether we’re saying something helpful and kind. The motto for Emily McDowell’s greeting cards is that they’re “for the relationships we really have.”[3] Another one of my favorites says, “Thinking about you is like remembering I have ice cream in the freezer.” I don’t know if you like ice cream like I like ice cream, but that gives me the warm fuzzies. Or, in other words, a feeling of comfort and joy. It’s not a trite saying. It’s not one that makes you question your faith in God. Another of Emily McDowell’s empathy cards says, “No card can make this better. But I’m giving you one anyway.” It’s the acknowledgment that words sometimes fail us in the wilderness, or reaching out to someone else in the wilderness. And all we really want to say is, “I’m here for you. I love you. I’m not going anywhere. And God has not abandoned you, either.” Mary knew God had not abandoned her. And in the middle of this unexpected pregnancy, with all the usual discomforts of pregnancy, Mary sings with joy. She focuses on joy.
We like to think that if we can get through the suffering, then joy will come, that it’s an either/or. After the operation, the pain level will go down to zero. After I get through this marathon, then I get to relax. We like Psalm 30 that says “Weeping may last for the night, but joy comes in the morning.” And we tend to read it as either/or: weeping or joy, when it’s really a both/and. The truth is that these deep feelings get tangled up together. That’s why we cry tears of joy. That’s why this scene of unabashed joy in the desert is found in the desert. Strong emotions have more in common than a strong emotion and a lukewarm emotion. Joy is a strong emotion. And there are times when that’s what we feel even when it makes no sense with our surroundings. We have a great day in the midst of a bunch of lousy ones. Sometimes that makes us feel guilty. Sometimes that one great day is what gets us through all the lousy ones. I don’t know what your wilderness is, whether it’s medical-related or relationship-related or just having a fearful heart. In the midst of that, hear these tidings of comfort and joy; true, unabashed joy that interrupts your “regularly scheduled programming.” Thank God!
             

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