Tuesday, January 12, 2016

It's Not Over Yet

Baptism of the Lord Sunday
January 10, 2016
Luke 3:15-22; Isaiah 43:1-7

            These first three Sundays in January continue the story begun at Christmas of the incarnation, that is, God becoming human in Jesus Christ.  Jesus was both fully God and fully man.  At Christmas it was obvious that he was a normal human being like you and me, and so the lectionary writers then wanted to make sure we remembered that he was also still God through a series of revelations, or epiphanies.  Last Sunday was Epiphany Sunday, when the magi came, and it’s also called God’s revelation to the Gentiles.  Gentiles, being everyone who isn’t Jewish, including me and you, unless you have some Jewish ancestry, and including those magi.  They came from the East.  They were outsiders.  But God led them through the star to come worship Jesus.  There’s no way a random group of people would travel a long ways to a foreign land to worship a baby if there wasn’t something special about that baby.  Then, today, with the baptism of Jesus in the Jordan River, it begins innocently enough, since John the Baptist is baptizing everyone else, too, except that after Jesus’ baptism, God speaks, “You are my beloved Son; with you I am well pleased.”[1]  This is the revelation of Jesus as God’s Son.  Then, next Sunday we’ll read about Jesus’ first miracle at the wedding in Cana where he turns water into wine and we’re told that “[Jesus] revealed his glory, and his disciples believed in him.”[2]  So, we’re in week two of three revelations, three epiphanies, three “aha!” moments.  Last week we talked about the revelation of light, that our light has come.  Today is about baptism. 
And yet our baptism reading is paired with this beautiful passage from Isaiah.  “But now thus says the Lord, he who created you, O Jacob, he who formed you, O Israel: Do not fear, for I have redeemed you; I have called you by name, you are mine.”[3]  And that’s exactly what happens in baptism, God claims us as his own, God calls us by name, just as he did with his own son, Jesus, “You are my beloved Son.” 
            Now, I imagine there are a lot of things you might be called, a lot of names you’ve been called over the years, some good, some bad, some deserved, some not.  You may have even told the joke to call me any name you want, just don’t call me… late for dinner.  All of those names, all of the experiences those names represent, they are all part of who you are.  Even the times when you’ve been going through the floods and the fire, good times and bad, all these experiences form you and are part of who you are, for better or worse.  The thing about them is, though, is that they are also part of your redemption story.  How the water came up to your neck, but didn’t drown you, or perhaps you did feel drowned, but you did not die, those times are all part of the story of how God is at work in your life, redeeming your life.  “When you pass through the waters, I will be with you; when through the rivers, they won’t sweep over you.  When you walk through the fire, you won’t be scorched and flame won’t burn you.”[4]  God has kept you safe through all these disasters, and will continue to do so all the days of your life. 
            The book of Isaiah was written in part during exile and part as God’s people returned from exile.  However, it was not an easy return from exile.  They didn’t just hop on a plane or a bus and ride for a while and then they were home.  No, that deliverance happened while “crossing a desert with few oases, fording rivers where there were no bridges, and braving wildfires where there were no fire departments to extinguish them. Deliverance then and there—the actual return from Babylon to Judea—concretely meant those returning home would very likely face all these things.  These were serious obstacles. And the word of the Lord is ‘This is part of my redemption, and I am with you.’ They were thus at once obstacles and pathways of redemption.”[5]  The process of salvation and redemption is not easy and it is not smooth.  It means the spouse breaking away from the abusive partner, and then having to face them in court.  It means the time it takes to figure out how to best treat a disease and the time it takes before that treatment is really effective.  It means the highs and the lows, the long walks alone, crying, and the long talks with good friends, also crying, as you move on from a traumatic experience.  It takes time, it takes energy, it takes courage, because it is not a smooth path and the process of deliverance, the process of redemption often includes ordeals. 
            I pray that by this time you are thinking of your own story, but in case you need an example to help spark your train of thought, or if I just need to talk for a few minutes while you think through your own example and tune me out, I’ll give a minor example.  My engagement ring that I wear is almost 100 years old.  It’s a diamond solitaire that my great-grandfather gave to my great-grandmother some time in the 1920s after they were married.  All that my Grandma would ever say about her father is that “he was not a nice man.”  In today’s terms, he was an abuser.  That’s the origin of my ring.  Then, when my parents got engaged it was given to my mom to be her engagement ring.  My mom wore the ring for almost 20 years, until my parents divorced, then it went and sat in a jewelry box again.  When my husband and I started talking about getting married, I asked my mom for the ring.  I see it as redemption to wear it during a healthy marriage, and yet the process of redemption isn’t over yet, as we have not yet finished living into our marriage vows of “til death shall we part.”  That’s how a redemption story works.  It’s got bad parts.  It’s got good parts.  It’s got a part that is not finished yet.  But these parts are all part of who you are.  These experiences have all helped form you and shape you and are part of your redemption story. 
            Baptism, however, is the primary experience that names you.  Who you are is part your experiences and your salvation story, and who you are is also part of God’s family, because of your baptism.  God calls you his own, God calls you by name, and that name does not ever change, even if other names in your life have only been for a time.  I used to be Ms. Willet when I was a school teacher.  But this name, God’s beloved child, doesn’t change, no matter what.  Because, “in the waters of baptism, God seals God’s love for us, no matter what we might have done and what might happen.”[6]  When you were baptized, the pastor made the sign of the cross on your forehead, marking you as Christ’s own, as belonging to God, forever. 
            Probably the funniest thing at my college graduation was at the end of the ceremony when the President of the college, who was a priest, because I went to a Jesuit university, got up, held his hands out, and said, “I now pronounce you sons and daughters of Saint Louis University FOREVER!”  Whether God sounds like that in your head, with a big, booming voice, or sounds more like this voice from heaven at Jesus’ baptism that says, “You are my child, whom I dearly love; in you I find happiness,”[7] the message is the same.  Because of our baptism, we belong to God. 
Now, if you haven’t been baptized, or aren’t unsure, I’d love to meet you for coffee or something and talk about, if God’s nudging you in that direction.  Or, if you aren’t officially a member of our church and would like to join us, we’ve already got two families who are interested in becoming members, and we’d love to have you join as well.  Just let me know.  Or if you’ve been coming so long you’re not sure, just let me know and we’ll find out for you.  Regardless of where you are in the process, together as a congregation we’re going to reaffirm our baptismal covenant, if you would please turn to page 50 in your hymnal.



[1] Luke 3:22
[2] John 2:11
[3] Isaiah 43:1
[4] Isaiah 43:2
[6] Feasting on the Word, Year C, Vol. 1, p. 222
[7] Luke 3:22, CEB

Tuesday, January 5, 2016

"Your Light Has Come"

Epiphany of the Lord Sunday
January 3, 2016
Isaiah 60:1-6; Matthew 2:1-12

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            Anyone stay up until midnight on New Year’s Eve?  And if you did, did you have the TV on to watch the ball drop in Times Square?  Or perhaps you were out and about in our fine state and saw in person the disco ball drop in Hampden or the doughnut drop in Hagerstown or, featured on national TV this year, the crab drop in Easton.[1]  It turns out there are all kinds of objects to drop to ring in the new year, which is why it makes it all the more interesting to learn that there are a few places that really want to distinguish themselves, and so instead of dropping something, they raise something.  For example, in Charlotte, North Carolina, they raise a crown, a symbol of the city’s nickname as the Queen City.[2]  Even more interesting, because of how it relates to our Scriptures for this morning, is that Chicago has a star that rises at midnight.  After all, what do our magi see?  They saw Jesus’ star at its rising, and then went to find him to worship him.[3]  They were paying attention enough that they saw the star go up.  They weren’t just scanning the night sky and said, “Hey, look up there, it’s a new star”; they said, “Hey, look there on the horizon, that star is going up, that’s a new star, one just being born.”  And they asked King Herod, “Where is the newborn king of the Jews? We saw his star as it rose, and we have come to worship him.”[4]
            It’s an interesting idea, the idea of a star being born when Jesus is born, and yet it makes sense, because we who follow Jesus know that he is the light of the world.  In the Gospel of John Jesus says, “I am the light of the world. If you follow me, you won’t have to walk in darkness, because you will have the light that leads to life.”[5]  Jesus, of course, is the light that leads to life.  His is the star that we should follow, the star that sheds light on the path that leads to life. 
Now, the good news about this star, this light, is that we don’t have to go find it. The opening verse of our Old Testament passage says, “Arise!  Shine! Your light has come…”[6]  Your light has come.  You don’t have to go get it, it comes to you.  You don’t have to go find it, you don’t have to make sure you have enough money to buy it or shop for it on sale, you don’t have to do anything, other than to receive it.  Jesus has come, and nudged each one of you in some way, because otherwise you wouldn’t be here.  Whether you consider yourself a believer, or if you’re just in here this morning wondering, in some way you have noticed that Jesus has come. Even if it was not a conscious decision, you’ve come here in response, to worship him, just like the magi.  Your light has come.  You don’t have to grope in the darkness anymore, or hide in the darkness, or stay in the darkness.  Light has come, just as it came on the first day of creation when God said “Let there be light,” and there was light.[7]   It’s rather fitting in that way for the first Sunday of a new year to also be about light.  Light has come, without you having to do anything about it at all (kind of like how Christmas came for the Grinch). 
Because “in the beginning, God.”[8]  All things start with God.  In the beginning was God, and God takes the first step towards you.  God creates the light that comes towards you and invites you to step into the light, to follow Jesus, the Son, so that you won’t have to walk in darkness anymore.  “The people who walked in darkness have seen a great light, those who lived in a land of deep darkness, on them light has shined.”[9]  And this light, this star, we know by the name, Jesus. 
And you’re probably thinking “yeah, yeah, yeah, we know all this, Pastor Heather.  Tell us something different.  Now it’s a new year, now that it’s not Christmas, we want something different.”  And the verse that spoke to me and that all this is building up to and based around is that first verse we read from Isaiah, “Arise!  Shine!  Your light has come.”  It’s light like the morning light, that comes whether you’re ready for it or not, whether you want it or not, whether you’re anxious for it or not.  The night always ends.  The sun always rises, morning always comes.  Some mornings you’re up and at ‘em.  Some mornings you want to put the pillow over your head and ignore the sun.  It comes, regardless of how well you slept the night before, regardless of how much sleep you got, regardless of how many times your three year old woke you up the night before, whether you’re ready to face the day or not.  The light comes, Jesus comes, and you have to get up.  The choice is to receive him or not.  You can get up on the wrong side of the bed and be cranky and grumble and complain and gossip and generally be miserable and make people around you miserable.  Or you can get up on the right side of the bed, you can “rise and shine.”
What’s interesting about shining is that the source of the shine, the reason for shining, isn’t you.  You can’t make yourself shine and you can’t produce light all on your own.  We shine with Jesus’ light.  “Arise!  Shine!  Your light has come.”  We rise because it’s morning, it’s time to get up.  We shine, though, because our light has come.  We don’t shine because we’re morning people or to reflect our own stars.  We shine with Jesus’ light, we reflect his light, because he is the light that leads to life.  We don’t lead to life.  We can’t do anything on our own, even keep our new year’s resolutions.  I think March is the longest I’ve ever lasted on a new year’s resolution, maybe April.  With God’s help, with God’s light, we can follow the path that leads to life and maybe even invite others to that path. 
“Arise, shine, your light has come.  The glory of the Lord is shining on you!” That’s the full verse.  The Lord’s glory is shining on you.  And that’s how you can get up, and rise, and shine, too.  Let’s make that our theme verse for this year, to guide us and encourage us.  “Arise, shine, your light has come.”  Jesus is here, and because he is here, we can get up and share his light with those who still walk in darkness.  1 John says that “We love because he first loved us.”[10]  Well, we shine, because he first shined on us.  We receive and we reflect out his light.  How? It may be as simple as a kind word or biting back a harsh word.  It may be sharing food or a blanket.  It may be giving an honest answer when someone asks why you shine, and not take the credit for yourself.  As a church it means that we work together and build each other up and build up the body.  It means being helpful and not hurtful.  It means that our actions and words are ones that are life-giving and we refrain from ones that are life-draining.  In order to rise, we have to build each other up and build up our church.  In order to shine, we have to receive and reflect Christ’s light out to our neighbors.  Jesus’ light leads to life, and so as you participate in the ministries of the church over this next year, ask yourself if what you are doing, even what you are saying, is life-giving and actually enabling and strengthening us to rise and shine.  It may mean some light gets shined in places we don’t want the light to shine.  It may mean some things come to light that have been in the dark for a long time.  Those are ok.  We will get through the tough times, as long as we focus on what gives the church life and refrain from what drains the life of the church.  This is our year to arise, and shine, and with God’s help, we can do it.

“You Need a New Wardrobe”

Christmas Eve 2015
Psalm 96; Luke 2:1-20

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            Many of you learned this past fall that I am a lifelong Kansas City Royals fan.  I was born in Kansas City, and even though my family moved away when I was five years old, I stayed loyal to the team.  When the Royals won the World Series this year, the best quote I saw on social media was one the Royals posted themselves.  It said, “It’s been 30 years, you need a new wardrobe.”  The last time the Royals won the World Series was exactly 30 years ago, in 1985, and even if any Royals fan had any World Series shirts leftover from then, there’s no way they could be in good condition; you need a new wardrobe.  (Now, as a side note, I realize it’s been thirty-two years since the Orioles won the World Series, and some of you learned this past summer that I will root for the O’s, as long as they’re not playing my team.)  Either way, whether it’s 30 years or 32 years, the point is you shouldn’t be wearing the same clothes now that you did then.  I realize there are may be a few timeless pieces, or perhaps a wool sweater that holds up against the test of time.  And I realize that some items from the 80’s have made a come-back, like leggings and big glasses.  However, the bulk of your wardrobe should not be the same as it was 30 years ago.  It’s been 30 years, you need a new wardrobe.
            The psalm that was chosen for Christmas Eve by the wise people who created the lectionary begins by telling us to “Sing to the Lord a new song!” And yet, then we read Luke 2:1-20, every year.  It’s not like we ever change things up and read Matthew’s account of Jesus’ birth one year, and well, neither Mark nor John really have a birth narrative.  Every Christmas we read Luke 2, just like every Christmas we sing the same carols and we decorate the sanctuary in the same way.  Christmas is a time when we like things to stay the same.  We want to see the same ornaments on our trees, we want to bake our holiday cookies, I want to hear John Denver and the Muppets Christmas album.  The one year I was in Nicaragua a friend advised me to make Christmas really different, since it was already going to be different.  But I didn’t want to make Christmas drastically different, and so I stayed with a local family, instead, and joined in their family gathering and festivities.  At Christmas we like things to stay the same.  Our Christmas Eve service has to end with singing “Silent Night” while juggling a candle and a hymnal. 
            And yet our psalm tells us to sing to the Lord a new song.  It’s an old, familiar story, and yet we’re supposed to sing a new song.  We sing a new song because the truth is that there have been changes since last year.  You may have new ornaments on your tree this year or bought a Christmas present for someone you never bought one for before.  You may have changed your Christmas decorations slightly from previous year.  I remember the year my mom stopped putting garland on our Christmas tree.  After the lights and before the ornaments every year growing up we put on silver garland.  And then mom decided the garland needed to be retired.  It hadn’t been 30 years, but maybe 15 or 20, and that was long enough for a life span of garland.  It was time to decorate the tree in a new way, without garland.  There are other changes since last year that may not be so trivial, like the absence of someone who has passed.  You sing a different song, or the same song in a different way, after you lose someone you love.  In the past two months I have presided at three funerals and attended two more viewings of folks in our community who have passed.  Those families are experiencing Christmas in a different way this year.  It’s the same holiday, but this year it’s different. 
            In addition to external changes, there are also internal ones within each of us.  We sing a new song because we are not who we were last year.   I now have a year under my belt of serving here.  My son, who was an infant last Christmas, is now walking and starting to talk!  You are not the same person you were last Christmas, and others have changed as well.  That’s one of the hardest parts of being a pastor, actually, in that I’m only here for a season.  I only know you as you are now, whether it’s an early season or a late-in-life season.  It’s one of the things that’s been strangest for my mom with her pastor; she only knows my mom as an empty nester, and not as a mom when any of us kids were home.  Who we are now is not who we used to be.  I was five the last time the Royals won the World Series.  That’s why it’s time for a new wardrobe, one that’s appropriate for this season of life.  Our church is not the same as a year ago, either, and that’s okay.  Either we change and we grow, or we don’t change and we stagnate and wither away and die. 
God, however, God chooses change and new life instead of death, and that’s why we sing a new song.  A professor in seminary once pointed the irony of complaining about materialism at Christmastime.  Commercialism, yes.  Consumerism, yes.  But materialism, God becoming material, taking on flesh and blood and bone, is what Christmas is all about.  Yes, the Bible tells us that “God is the same yesterday, today, and forever,”[1] and yet, there are also instances of where God changes his mind and places where God does a new thing.  Jesus Christ, God taking human form, was one of those new things.  God wanted to offer life to his people, a way out of death, and so he sent his only son into the world.  God doesn’t change, who he is, the substance of who God is, doesn’t change.  Yet God became human, he changed his form, in order to save his people from stagnation and death.  The angel tells the shepherds, “I bring you good news of great joy, your savior is born today.”  God doesn’t change, yet God is still speaking and revealing himself to us in new ways.  As God reveals himself in new ways, we sing new songs.  Your understanding of God should not be the same as it was thirty years ago.  Your faith is something that should also grow and change over time.  A stagnant faith is one that’s going to fade.  So, perhaps a better question to ask while looking back on this year isn’t what’s changed, but what is your new song?  How has God been at work in your life this year?  What new thing has God done?  How has God changed you?  Not how has life changed you, or how have your circumstances changed you, or how have you changed yourself, but which changes were the ones that were brought about by God’s hand?  And have you sung your new song yet? 
Sometimes we miss who we were, and we grieve for who we used to be.  Other times we don’t, because it’s been a good, needed change, like rehab or weight loss or new marriage or new baby.  We’re not who we used to be, and Christmas, a time when we like things to stay the same, throws into sharp relief what is different.  Luke 2, the story of Jesus’ birth is the same.  It hasn’t changed.  But you have changed since the last time you heard it.  And so rather than us reading Scripture, we let God’s Word read us, and interpret us, and it tells us to sing a new song, along with the angels and the shepherds.  Nostalgia is normal, but if it’s been 30 years, or even 5 years, you need a new wardrobe.  Grieve and remember for a time the changes, just don’t stay there – there’s a baby to welcome! God changed, “the Word took on flesh”[2], and so we are to sing a new song.  

(P.S. Go Royals!)



[1] Hebrews 13:8
[2] John 1:14

Tuesday, December 22, 2015

Insignificant but not Ignored

4th Sunday of Advent
December 20, 2015
Micah 5:2-5a; Luke 1:47-55

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            In 1843, Charles Dickens published a book you may have heard of, called “A Christmas Carol.”  Before the mid-1800’s, Christmas was only a very minor holiday, and certainly nothing like what it is today.  John Wesley, the founder of the Methodist movement, for example, never mentioned Christmas in any of his journal entries, even those dated December 25th (and he wrote in his journal every day for years during the 1700’s).  Yet the middle of the 1800’s saw not only a book written about Christmas, it was also when Christmas cards were first exchanged and Christmas trees were first trimmed.  The singing of Christmas carols also dates to this time period, and if you read the fine print in the hymnal below the Christmas hymns, you can see that many of them were written then, too.  So, if you ever wonder how Christmas got to be how it is today, most historians pinpoint the middle of the nineteenth century.  Since then, Christmas gradually became a much more sentimental holiday and much more romanticized, glossing over the uglier aspects, like the atmosphere in Bethlehem when Jesus was born. 
Two thousand years ago, the town of Bethlehem that we just sang about, was part of the Roman Empire.   However, as the Roman Empire started in Rome, Italy, Bethlehem, which is in the Middle East and some 1,400 miles away across the Mediterranean Sea, was on the edge of the Empire.  It was not a city, it was not even a decent-sized town.  As we read in Micah, it was one of the smallest towns in the country of Judah, which was occupied by Roman soldiers.  So we have a small town on the edge of the Roman Empire, full of people who are angry at being occupied and the soldiers are probably upset at being assigned to this post so far from Rome!  Among the first words Jesus heard may well have been curse words.  And did you ever think about what a scratch-n-sniff manger scene would actually smell like??  Jesus was out there with the animals, which makes for a nice children’s story for me to read to my kids, but, uh, when you get close to them, in person, inside a farm structure, they stink.  So.  Got the scene in your head?  Now, that’s where God chose for his son to be born.  In that mess.[1] 
            That verse from Micah says, “As for you, Bethlehem, though you are the least significant of Judah’s forces, one who is to be a ruler in Israel on my behalf will come out from you.”[2]  This small town, with a military occupation, on the edge of the Empire, out in the barn with the animals, this is where Jesus was born.  Not in a big city, or somewhere famous, but the littlest town from the smallest tribe of Judah, whose people have returned from exile but are not in charge of their own land.  That’s where God picked, and the smells God picked, and the sounds God picked.  Tells us something about God, doesn’t it? 
            As Mary says in the Magnificat, our responsive reading this morning, God has remembered and looked with favor on his lowly servant.[3]  God looks with favor on the lowly.  Whether it’s a struggling small town or a pregnant teenager, as Mary says, God has done great things for me.[4]  God chose Bethlehem, of all places, to honor with his son’s birth.  God chose Mary, a virtual nobody, to be Jesus’ mother.  The Bible is full of insignificant people God chose to be part of his people, part of his work of salvation.  You could take Miriam, Moses’ sister, who advised a princess on the care of her brother.  Or David, the youngest brother who became king, and that’s not supposed to happen to younger brothers.  Esther was the pretty teenager who saved her people from a ruthless oppressor.  And then there’s the scruffy, ragtag bunch Jesus chose as his friends and disciples.  God turns things upside down and thinks highly of those the world does not think highly of.  If you remember from other Scripture readings, in the kingdom of God the first will be last and the last shall be first.[5]  Those who think they are insignificant are actually not.  Jesus wasn’t born in the capital of Rome or even in the big city of Jerusalem.  He was born in the little town of Bethlehem.  So know that no matter how insignificant you may feel, you are not insignificant to God.  This church is not insignificant to God.  You are not forgotten and you are not alone.  You may feel forgotten, but you are not.  Feelings can be misleading, like feeling alone in a crowd.  You may feel alone, but you are not.  You may feel overlooked, but you are not.  God notices you, and remembers you, has done great things for you and will do great things for you. Promise.  He doesn’t care if you were the last picked for a ball game as a kid.  You are not last in his book, and his is really the only opinion that matters.
            You know why you’re important to God?  It’s because God actually seeks out the least, the last, and the lost.  God goes looking for places and people who are lowly, by the world’s standards.  The rest of the Gospel of Luke is full of examples of God seeking out the least, the last, and the lost, and actually preferring them!  There’s the parable Jesus tells about the lost sheep, where the shepherd leaves the other 99 sheep to go find the one missing.  And the woman who thoroughly searches her entire house in order to find one lost coin.  The parable of the prodigal son, with the runaway son, who doesn’t think he’s worth much, before he comes to his senses and comes home.  Or the parable about the wedding banquet, where Jesus actually advises guests to take a low seat, rather than a seat of honor.  In Luke is where we meet Zaccheus, the cheating tax collector.  Talked about being picked last for a team, I’m sure “wee little” Zaccheus could identify with that, and that’s whose house Jesus wanted to go to!  The end of that story ends with Jesus saying, “The Son of Man came to seek out and to save the lost.”[6]  God comes looking for those who are overlooked, for those who are ignored, for those whose voices aren’t heard, for those who are hurting and suffering, those who are small, those who don’t feel noticed or cared for by others.  God comes looking for you.  He’s not waiting for us to find him, he’s out there looking for us and waiting for us, right where he always said he would be.  God seeks us out.  I’ve been asked twice recently about how I became a pastor, and the short answer I gave both times is “God.”  This wasn’t my idea.  God sought me out, planted me on my butt, and called me to leave an old calling and enter a new calling.  It wasn’t my idea; I was happy where I was.  I’m sure Mary would never have chosen to become pregnant before marriage in that day and age.  When Joseph found out, he planned to divorce her quietly, because her condition was so socially unacceptable.  Mary wouldn’t have chosen it, but God sought her out. 
            And the important thing here, for us, is her response.  We read it responsively this morning instead of a psalm.  And what I want you to notice is that Mary’s response wasn’t all about her.  She was not focused on herself.  Instead, her response praises God.  Mary says, “the Mighty One has done great things for me, and holy is his name.”  She doesn’t say, “God has done great things for me, I’m awesome!”  Or, “God has looked with favor on me because I deserve it.”  No, the focus stays on God.  God did this for me; God is holy.  God shows mercy.  God has a strong arm.  God lifts up the lowly.  God fills the hungry with good things.  God remembers his promise.  God comes to help.  Not because we deserve it.  Not because of anything we’ve done or who we’ve made ourselves.  That’s why the response stays about God.  It’s not about us.  The faithful response is about God.  That’s why we come to church.  Not for ourselves or to feel good about ourselves or to get something out of it.  Worship isn’t for you or about you.  It’s for God.  We sing about God.  We pray to God.  What we do here is for and about God, because it is our faithful response to what God has done, is doing, and will do in our lives.  He has looked with favor on us.  He has heard our prayers. 
We may be in a small (but growing!) town on the edge of the Chesapeake, but God has not overlooked us.  We may be small, but we are not insignificant.  Because the thing is, God’s goal for us is not to be the biggest, the best, or the most.  His goal for us is to be faithful.  Our opening hymn this morning was “O Come, All Ye Faithful.”  The goal for our church is to be faithful, and our church is big enough to do that.  If God blesses us by sending more people to us, great.  If he blesses us in other ways, great.  Either way, we can be faithful to what he has called us to do and who he has called us to be.  I read a Christianity Today article last month called “Your Church Is Big Enough;” as you may have guessed, it was the title that caught my eye.  And the author wrote that “Every church is called to worship, disciple, fellowship, minister and evangelize with all our heart, soul, mind and strength. And leave the results in Jesus’ hands.  No matter what size your church is, you can do those things. All of them. And you can do them well… It’s time to stop worrying about getting bigger, and start doing what we can do now. At your current size. In your current location. With your current budget.  Your church is big enough. Because our God is big enough.”[7]  Our God, who came in the form of a tiny baby.  Our God, who turns things upside down by seeking out seemingly insignificant people in unimportant places.  Our God does not overlook or ignore us.  He simply calls us to be faithful with what he has given us.





[1] Much of this paragraph is from my class notes, February 12, 2010, LTS 78, Dr. Moore, Duke Divinity School
[2] Micah 5:2
[3] Luke 1:48
[4] Luke 1:49
[5] Matthew 20:16, among other places
[6] Luke 19:10

Tuesday, December 1, 2015

Dull Heart Syndrome

1st Sunday of Advent
November 29, 2015
Jeremiah 33:14-16; Psalm 25:1-10; 1 Thessalonians 3:9-13; Luke 21:25-36

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            “The time is coming, declares the Lord, when I will fulfill my gracious promise with the people of Israel and Judah.  In those days and at that time, I will raise up a righteous branch from David’s line… In those days, Judah will be saved and Jerusalem will live in safety.”[1]  I don’t know about you, but when I first read that passage from Jeremiah, my first reaction was “Uh-oh.”  I’m sure God appreciated that response.  “The time is coming,” says the Lord, “when I will fulfill my promise,” and my initial thought is “Uh-oh.  What’s coming?  Hold on just a second there, Lord, there’s enough going on already.  What do you mean something else is coming?”  Except this thing coming is different than what has come before, it’s different than what’s going on now.  This thing coming is the long-expected Messiah, our Savior, who we’ve been waiting quite impatiently to come, as Christmas sales and music and decorations start earlier each year.  God says, “I’m coming,” and my first thought is wait a minute, I don’t want you to come just now.  I’ve got too much to do, sermons to write, services to prepare for, children to take care of, parishioners to visit, meetings to go to, evaluations, holiday dinners, family visits, cleaning, cooking, washing, laundry, dogs, vets, cars, husbands – wait, only one of those.  Either way, Lord, there’s just too much right now.  I can’t add you to the list. 
            And then if we jump to our Gospel reading from Luke, Jesus is again describing that day, that time when God is coming.  Look closely at verse 34.  Jesus says, “Take care that your hearts aren’t dulled by …the anxieties of day-to-day life.”[2]  Be careful, so that your hearts are not weighed down with the worries of this life.[3]  Be careful. Guard your hearts. They can be made heavy with the hassles of daily life.[4]  Your hearts can be made heavy, your hearts can be dulled by the worries and anxieties of everyday life.  Now, I want to be clear that I’m not talking about clinical depression or a medical disease.  I’m talking about when you’ve got that long list and life is just too full and you’re managing, although it may be a time when Jesus is carrying you and there’s only one set of footprints in the sand.  Your heart can become dull by the hassles of daily life and not enough time or energy set aside for self-care. 
            Now, y’all have learned that I like words, and I looked up ‘dull’ in the thesaurus.  It makes for better writing, you know, when you use different words and don’t repeat the same word over and over.  First, it talked about ‘dull’ like being cloudy, overcast, gray, and gloomy.  Then ‘dull’ like boring, uninteresting, tedious, and unexciting.  The third entry was dark, dim, faded, which I think is how I would describe a dull heart.  Then came dull as in not smart, slow on the uptake, and dense.  The last entry for ‘dull,’ however, stopped me short.  It was the only verb in the list, rather than an adjective.  “Take care that your hearts aren’t dulled” uses ‘dull’ as a verb and the first synonymous verb listed is ‘deaden.’  Be careful that your hearts aren’t deadened.  It sounds a bit more ominous, doesn’t it?  The other verbs listed are dampen, blunt, blur, reduce.  Yes, certainly take care that your heart isn’t reduced, although to be sure, it would be seasonally appropriate in a Grinchy type of way.  Your heart can be reduced, like the Grinch, your heart can be deadened, your heart can be muted in color and brightness when you let yourself get caught up in and overwhelmed by everyday life. 
This is a season where there is a lot going on.  This is a place and a time when life moves faster.  If we’re not careful, we will lose the excitement and the enthusiasm of God fulfilling his promise to send us a Messiah.  We will miss God’s kingdom drawing near.  Our response will be, “Uh-oh, another mouth to feed,” rather than the excitement and wonder of a new baby at Christmastime, the excitement and wonder of God among us.  You see, despair doesn’t come only when tragedy strikes, it can also come in mundane everyday life.  Despair is when we cannot imagine God’s promised alternative future.[5]  Despair is when what is going on right now has such a hold on us, that we cannot imagine life any other way.  It’s when we can’t see the light at the end of the tunnel.  It’s when we can’t see life getting better.  And it doesn’t have to be a disease like depression or a tragedy like anything in the news today to cause it.  Sometimes it’s just the regular ordinary things, because this time of year, there is more to daily life than the rest of the year.  There’s parties and cookie exchanges and caroling and Christmas presents and Christmas trees and decorating and family get-togethers.  And these are all good things.  It’s just that a lot more happens on a routine basis than happens other times of the year.  And we get stuck when we can’t see any way out.  We got stuck when we start to dread Christmas and view baby Jesus as just another mouth to feed. 
            Up until about two days before it, I dreaded my sixteenth birthday.  That’s one of those milestone birthdays, sweet sixteen, in North Carolina at the time, you could get your full driver’s license.  It’s supposed to be this fantastic birthday, right?  But my family had plans to move two days later, and I was not excited about moving, and so I wasn’t excited about my upcoming birthday, either, even if it was sweet sixteen.  Finally, the weekend before, I decided that it was silly to dread your birthday, to not want it to come.  All my life I’d always been excited about my birthday, why should I let a move overshadow it?  Being excited about my birthday made the move go a little smoother, too, because that excitement carried over to my last couple days at my old high school. 
            Today we start the season of Advent.  In the church, it’s not actually the Christmas season yet, it’s Advent.  We have four Sundays to go until it’s Christmas.  I read a Christian blog post this past week that claimed there isn’t a war on Christmas, retailers don’t care what we do on December 25th; there is a war, though, in this author’s opinion, on Advent.[6]  She wrote, “Historically Christians have spent the days of Advent preparing themselves for Christ's coming, both as a baby in a manger and for His second coming at the end of time. Parties, gorging on fudge, sappy movies, and shopping are not actually longstanding Christian customs. On the contrary, to prepare for the coming of Christ, Christians traditionally spent the days before Christmas in somber reflection and prayer.”  Almost makes you want to laugh, doesn’t it?  Somber reflection and prayer?  How are we going to fit that in to the holiday schedule?  And yet that’s what Advent is about.  It’s the anticipation and preparation and getting ready for Christmas, it’s not Christmas itself.  The problem is we, in general, as a society, want instant gratification so much and don’t want to wait until Christmas that we want Christmas now!  We have year-round Christmas stores, we have Christmas sales that start in October, we have people boasting how early they put up their Christmas tree.  We don’t want to wait.  But when we don’t put the preparation and expectation into getting ready for Christmas, and just skip straight to Christmas, then we’re not ready for baby Jesus.  He does become just another mouth to feed.  We can’t skip Advent. 
            One response I’ve seen from the church is to extend the season of Advent so that it starts the Sunday after All Saints’ Sunday, the second Sunday in November.[7]  And I think that’s an interesting idea; I’d actually like to discuss it with our worship teams for next year.  Apparently before the 11th century, Advent was seven weeks’ long, not just the four like it is now.  The goal of extending Advent back to seven weeks is so Advent isn’t overrun by Christmas and we can keep each season well.  It gives churches a little more time to get ready before the rush and onslaught that has become the month of December.  It’s so that our hearts don’t get dulled by all the activities and we can keep watch better for Jesus’ birth. 
            However, we didn’t do that this year, and so where are we now?  Well, we have a beautiful prayer in our psalm.  “To you, O Lord, I lift up my soul.  O my God, in you I trust, let me not be put to shame.”[8]  Let me not be overwhelmed.  “Let none that wait for you be put to shame.”[9]  We are those who are waiting.  In Isaiah, God promises that those who wait for him “shall renew their strength, they shall mount up with wings like eagles, they shall run and not be weary, they shall walk and not faint.”[10]  Wait for the Lord, and he will sharpen and brighten your heart that was dulled by the drudgery of everyday life.  We also have a prayer in our 1 Thessalonians reading for our hearts to be strengthened.  “May the Lord make you increase and abound in love for one another and for all… May the love cause your hearts to be strengthened.”[11] 
            If your heart has gotten dulled by the anxieties of day-to-day life, if you are not excited about Christmas coming, if you have found yourself trying to skip over Advent and rush straight for Christmas, take a moment, take a deep breath, and relax.  Spend the next four weeks waiting for the Lord, rather than rushing his coming.  He’ll come in his own time.  I think we all know that God does things on his own timing, and you can’t rush him, or you’ll ruin the sunset.  I pray that instead of a life that is too full, you may instead find that your cup overflows, and that goodness and mercy may follow you all the days of your life, and you may dwell in the house of the Lord forever.  Amen.





[1] Jeremiah 33:14-16
[2] Luke 21:34, CEB
[3] Ibid., NRSV
[4] Ibid., VOICE
[5] Feasting on the Word, Year C, Vol. 1, p. 4
[8] Psalm 25:1-2a
[9] Psalm 25:3a
[10] Isaiah 40:31
[11] 1 Thessalonians 3:12-13

Give Thanks: The Lord Has Heard Your Prayer

Thanksgiving Eve
November 26, 2015
Joel 2:21-27; Psalm 126; 1 Timothy 2:1-7; Matthew 6:25-33

            Verb tense makes a difference.  In most Bible translations our Joel passage opens with something to the effect of: “Do not fear, O soil; be glad and rejoice, for the Lord has done great things!”[1]  However, in the new Common English Bible, which is the main version I use in my sermon planning, it says “Don’t fear, rejoice and be glad, for the Lord is about to do great things!”  The Lord is about to do great things.  What great thing do you want the Lord to do?  If God is about to act, how do you hope he acts?  The Lord has done great things and will do great things soon!  Likewise, our psalm begins with “When the Lord restored the fortunes of Zion,” or, again in the Common English Bible, “When the Lord changed Zion’s circumstances for the better.”[2]  Then it changes to a prayer in the middle of the psalm: “Lord, change our circumstances for the better.”[3]  God has acted, has saved in the past; Lord, act again now!  And again the question, how do you want God to act?  Which circumstance do you want the Lord to change for the better?  We move to our Epistle lesson and Paul begins this chapter in 1 Timothy by writing, “First of all, then, I ask that requests, prayers, petitions, and thanksgiving be made for all people.”[4]  First of all, pray.  And don’t just pray for yourself, but pray for all people.  So again, praying for all people, I ask, what great thing do you want the Lord to do?  God is about to act; how do you want him to act?  How do you want him to change our circumstances? 
            Finally, in our Gospel lesson from Matthew Jesus gives us some advice about prayer.  “Do not worry about your life, what you will eat or what you will drink, or about your body, what you will wear. …Life [is] more than food, and the body [is] more than clothes.”[5]  Jesus will take care of the basics.  He knows you need food and you need clothing and you need shelter.  God knows you need them and he will provide them.  By worrying about these things you cannot add a single moment to your life.  In fact, you’ll probably lose time off your life by worrying about them!  “If God dresses grass in the field so beautifully, even though it [does not live very long, then] God [will] do so much more for you.”  Verb tense makes a difference.  Won’t God do more?  Yes, God will do more.  The Bible is full of promises of what God will do.  God will not forget you, in the future.  God loves you, no matter what, that’s present tense.  God is here, among us, a promise we re-live again as we are about to celebrate the birth of his son, among us, again.  In Joel we read, “You will eat abundantly and be satisfied.  You will praise God’s name.”[6]  Because God will repay you for the lost years, the years the locusts have eaten.[7]  God will repay you for the famine in the past and you will eat abundantly in the future.  What a beautiful promise! 
            And how about this verb tense: God has heard your prayer.  That’s called the past perfect tense.  God has heard.  Through the famine, through whatever hard circumstance, through all your worrying through the time of famine, God has heard your prayer, and he is about to act.  The Lord is about to do great things.  He has done great things in the past and is about to do great things now.  Today.  Tomorrow.  The Lord is about to do great things.  He is answering our prayer from the psalm to change our circumstances for the better.  Those who sow in tears will reap with shouts of joy.[8]  That’s a promise from the psalm.  So, how do we focus our prayers tonight?  By praying for all people, as 1 Timothy tells us.  By seeking first the kingdom of God, and his righteousness, as Jesus tells us in the Gospel.  And so tonight, we can and we do give thanks, for the Lord has heard our prayer, and is about to answer it.  Thanks be to God.


            I’d like us to spend the next few minutes thinking about those questions, and there are index cards for you to write down your prayer, to write down what great thing you want the Lord to do, or which circumstance you want him to change, or describe the famine going on that God promises to repay you for.  Write down a thought, write down a prayer for all people.  Our organist will play some for us while we do this, once she has written her own prayer.  I’ll collect us back together with a prayer, and then we’ll turn our cards in with the offering so that we can offer them to God and put them on his altar.  Let’s spend some time in reflection and prayer.



[1] Joel 2:21, NRSV, among others
[2] Psalm 126:1
[3] Psalm 126:4
[4] 1 Timothy 2:1
[5] Matthew 6:25
[6] Joel 2:26a
[7] Joel 2:25
[8] Psalm 126:5