Friday, April 26, 2013

Dream God-Sized, Serve Local

Why worry?  Because there's a lot to worry about.  Are we going to move?  How's Isabel (the baby)'s childcare going to work out?  Who's going to take care of her?  Is my car going to die?  Is Clara (the dog) going to die?  (After two days of refusing to eat, she finally started eating again yesterday.)  Am I going to go crazy with all these days at home with the dog and the baby?  And I even had adult conversations yesterday!  I just didn't go anywhere, between Isabel's eating and nap schedules and having to watch the dog to make sure she didn't go in the house, from either end.  She has pancreatitis. 

Surely I was made for more than this!  More than nursing a dog and taking care of a baby for 90% of my waking hours.  Except, you have to serve in the particular, in the local.  Dream big, dream God-sized; act, no, serve local.  Yesterday and today that means doggie nurse and baby momma.  Today, though, I'm going to try to get out to run a couple errands.  Clara hasn't left us any presents in the house for over 24 hours now.  My mom had dog and baby duty on Wednesday and Clara had to go out every 1-2 hours that day (thank you, Mom!!!).  Yesterday was probably more like every 2-3 hours and at least half the time she just wanted to lie in the sunshine.  I blocked off the back deck so she could lie there without my having to be outside with her, and thus Isabel having to be outside, too, if awake. (Have I mentioned she's started teething and is almost crawling?  She can get really far on her tummy.)  Clara's not allowed out unsupervised and Isabel can't stay in unsupervised.

Why worry?  Because Clara almost had to be hospitalized.  Why worry?  Because taking care of a 7 month old is a lot of work.  And before you say that worrying is not a faithful response, consider Matthew 6:34 - "Do not worry about tomorrow ...each day has enough trouble of its own."  Amen!

Monday, April 22, 2013

The Fourth Monkey



4th Sunday after Easter
April 21, 2013
Revelation7: 9-17; Psalm 23

            In the famous Tosho-gu shrine in Nikko, Japan, there is a carving that dates back to the 17th century.  Part of that carving depicts three very well-known monkeys, known as the Three Wise Monkeys.  You may never have heard of this carving, but I’d guess you’ve heard of these guys.  Their names are Mizaru, Kikazaru, and Iwazaru, otherwise known as the “See No Evil” [cover eyes], “Hear No Evil” [cover ears], and “Speak No Evil” [cover mouth] monkeys.  Now, there is an old joke that the fourth monkey is Have No Fun.  However, from the 23rd psalm, which is older than the old joke, I think that the fourth monkey should be Fear No Evil.  That’s the middle line and the turning point of Psalm 23, and yes, I have to quote it in the King James, just like I had to memorize it in my first grade Sunday school class – “Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I shall fear no evil.”  Why?  “For thou art with me.”  Thou, of course, being God.  God is with me, therefore I will fear no evil.  That is Good News. 
We have not heard a lot of good news this week, between the Boston Marathon bombing, the plant in Texas exploding, and a certain college basketball player leaving early to go pro [Reggie Bullock, for any non-UNC fans reading this].  It’s been a rough week.  It kinda makes it feel like we’re back in Lent instead of the Great 50 Days of the Easter season that run from Easter to Pentecost.  Today’s the 4th Sunday of Easter, but does it feel like it?  Does it feel like it’s still the Easter season?  We still have our beautifully decorated cross up, white paramounts in the sanctuary and the “He is risen” banner in the Fellowship Hall.  It’s definitely springtime outside, now that our cars have turned yellow from tree pollen!  But are you feeling it?  Or does it almost feel like we’re back in Lent?  Does it feel like we’re being disciplined?  Like we’re back to waiting for redemption, back to waiting for good news?  This week we heard lots of tragic news and many of us said a prayer, waited to hear more, and then moved on.  Others, though, have not moved on.  Can’t move on.  Others, and perhaps yourself, too, have been thrust back into Lent.  Back into a time of pruning and a time of waiting.  So, what’s the good news?  The Good News is that the lectionary psalm for today is Psalm 23.  The Good News is that the Good Shepherd leads us and takes care of us.  The Good News is that because of the Good Shepherd, we do not have to be afraid.  “I will fear no evil.” 
Part of not fearing evil is not fearing others.  We do not fear others.  “Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I shall fear no evil.”  “The valley of the shadow of death.”  No matter where you go, no matter who you see, no matter what happens, you do not need to be afraid.  We do not fear the world.  The world is the Lord’s, and all the fullness thereof.[1]  God made it and called it good.  And those others, who we don’t know?  They’re our brothers and sisters.  We don’t need to be afraid of them, even if we can’t communicate with them or don’t know their customs or don’t understand why they do what they do.  We are called to love them, not to be afraid of them.  Yes, sometimes there is hostility, sometimes there is oppression and injustice that undermine well-being, sometimes violence hits very close to home.  But too much we descend into bickering over things that don’t matter in the long run, into partisanship, into a stubbornness to be right and best and first.[2]  Too much we fear the unknown, whether an unknown place or language or culture or person.  And the answer to all that is: Enough!  Enough being scared and criticizing what we don’t understand.  We build walls even as we tear others down, but Christ Jesus, who is our peace, has torn down the dividing wall of hostility among us.[3]  That’s from Ephesians chapter 2 and a couple verses later Paul writes: “through Christ both of us have access in one Spirit to the Father.  So then you are no longer strangers and aliens, but you are citizens with the saints and also members of the household of God.”[4]  Both of us have access, you and me, you and your neighbor, whether it’s a neighbor you know or don’t know.  Someone was lamenting to me recently how in the small town where she grew up, she knew everyone on her street, but now, she’s lucky if she knows two of her neighbors.  Whether you know your neighbor or not, you don’t have to be afraid of them.  Indeed, you shouldn’t be afraid of them. 
And the best way to stop fearing others is to get to know them.  In my mom’s old neighborhood in Cary, a place with a lot of transience, they used to have two neighborhood-wide get-togethers each year.  One was a cook-out in the cul-de-sac in June, the other was a Christmas cookie-exchange hosted by the coordinating neighbor in December.  I think the cook-out went better, because it involved whole families, wheeling out their grills and chairs and tables and setting up in the cul-de-sac.  Kids ran around and played while adults talked and families got to know each other.  In a few weeks we’re going to have our own variation of that here at Orange.  You’ll get more details soon, but we’re going to have a time of hanging out in our own cul-de-sac – our parking lot – and getting to know folks here at Orange who we don’t know very well yet.  Remember, a stranger is just a friend you haven’t met yet.  So do not fear others; they have the potential to become your friend. 
Instead, keep in mind this beautiful vision from Revelation.  It was given to an exiled apostle, a vision of the church yet to be.  And guess what?  It includes everyone – from every nation, tribe, people, and language – all worshiping God together.  This is the future; this is the end-game.  Therefore, we do not need to fear the future, either.  We know where we’re going in the long run.  We know what’s going to happen.  People from every nation, tribe, kindred and language are going to worship God with one voice.  Might sound a little cacophonous to us, but it is music to God’s ears.  There is a new Bible translation that came out last year called The Voice.  Its purpose is to make sure the Bible story reads like a story and in places has dialogue separated from the text like in a play.  For this passage from Revelation, it says “A huge crowd of people, which no one could even begin to count, representing every nation and tribe, people and language, standing before the throne and before the Lamb, wearing white robes and waving palm branches. They cried out with one loud voice.  Crowd: ‘Salvation comes only from our God, who sits upon the throne, and from the Lamb.’”[5]  Every language; one voice.  Sounds a little bit like Pentecost, where everyone heard the Good News in their own language.  Only here, everyone’s praising God in their own language and it rises up to God as one voice.  Pretty cool, huh?  This is the future of the Church.  The Church here is a mixed assembly gathered from every nation in praise of God. 
So, the questions is: What’s Orange going to do to live into this vision?  This is the Church down the road, what are we going to do in the meantime?  Who do we need to include who is not here?  Whose voice is not being heard at Orange?  Who does not have a place at the table?  We don’t need to be afraid of the future because we know where we’re going.  We don’t need to fear for the future of the Church because the Church is God’s instrument and he will ensure its future existence.  He already knows what it’s going to look like in the future. 
The fear of others and of the future stem from the basic fear of fearing for ourselves.  Our own well-being.  But guess what?  We don’t have to fear for ourselves.  God has provided everything we need and will continue to do so.  The first line of Psalm 23: “The Lord is my shepherd, I shall not want.”  In Spanish it’s often translated as “nada me faltará” – literally, nothing is lacking to me.  Nothing.  We do not have to fear for our physical provision.  Even those of us participating in the solidarity study.  We have altered our diet in some way, whether restricting the types of food we eat or the amount of money we spend on food or both, and we will still have enough to eat.  God does provide.  We do not fear for ourselves.  The Good Shepherd guides us and protects us and provides for us.  We have children’s time at the 9:30 service and last week I asked about who takes care of sheep, thinking to talk about farmers or shepherds.  But, nope, these kids know that the answer to almost every question at church is Jesus.  When asked who takes care of sheep, one little girl said, “God.”  Well, end of story.  There was not much left to say after that.  We are God’s flock and God takes care of us.  We do not need to worry for ourselves or fear for ourselves, not for our safety, not for our physical provision, not for providing for our needs, and not for being hurt.  This doesn’t mean life is easy-peasy and we’ll never get hurt.  Every kid skins their knee at some point in time.  But God is good and will lead us through difficult times to still waters, to places of peace.  God will renew us and restore us as we endure suffering and distress.  We do not fear the unknown, whether in the form of other people or the future and we do not fear for ourselves. 
And should you find yourself overly fearful for yourself, the best way to overcome that fear is to focus on others.  Whether that takes the form of serving with one of our outreach projects at Orange or another community service event or attending a prayer vigil or writing a letter to an old friend or volunteering at the local elementary school, focusing on others takes the focus off yourself.  And when you’re not focused on yourself, then you’re not afraid for yourself.  So we do not fear for ourselves. 
I never dreamed I’d quote a hockey player, not because jocks are dumb but because the media tends to quote them when they lack eloquence.  However, I was reading about the Boston Bruins’ game this past Tuesday and the article included an interview with their forward, Jay Pandolfo.  He was with the New Jersey Devils during the attacks of 9/11 and he said that Monday “brings back memories you don't want.  It's something you don't want to think about. You want to go ahead with your life. You don't want to live in fear.”[6]  Well, the Good News is that you don’t have to.  God offers something better than the Three Wise Monkeys.  He loves you and knows you and is always at your side, and so you can be assured that you need fear no evil.  Thanks be to God.


[1] 1 Corinthians 10:26
[2] Inspired by Lib Campbell’s post “Enough” from April 16, 2013 on her blog: http://www.avirtualchurch.com/  
[3] Ephesians 2:14
[4] Ephesians 2:18-19
[5] Revelation 7:9-10, The Voice